A/N: If you're a true lil Peep fan then you'll know the date of this and where it's going. This was an emotional chapter to write. I'm sorry. Please enjoy.
Wednesday
November 15 2017
2:37 PM
Jaden's POV
So I'm gonna be giving birth any day now. And yet I'm still traveling with Peep, doing shows. I'm living my best life. Not that long ago, I was being abused by my own father and now I'm here. When I woke up from my nap, I checked instagram. We're on the travel bus. Peep just released his two new albums. Come over when your sober part one and two. I walked out to say hi to Peep but he was on the ground with a bottle of xanex next to him. I screamed in horror and checked his pulse. Baby Gus, who was now a year old, walked in.
"Mama? What happened?" He asked and looked at Peep.
"Gus, leave!" I screamed. Bexey ran in.
"What happened?!" He yelled.
"Gus has no pulse!" I screamed and cried. He told the bus driver to pull over. He was pronounced dead at the hospital.
"Mommy?" Baby Gus asked.
"Yea?" I weakly said and cried even harder.
"What happened to daddy?" He asked.
"Have a seat." I told him. "Do you know what happened to Grandpa?"
"No." He nodded.
"Well I'm gonna tell you. He would beat me up." I said. He gasped. "Yea."
"Why?" He asked.
"Because he was an evil guy. And one day, he took me away. Away from daddy. Then he tried to kill me. He ended up killing himself. I walked away with cuts. That's why I have these scars. He died and went to hell with the devil. Daddy had something called anxiety where you feel nervous before big events except his was worse. He took a medicine that helped with it and accidentally took to many. Then he died. But he didn't go where grandpa went. He went where God goes. In heaven. Where Grandma is." I cried harder.
"So will I ever see daddy again?" He asked.
"Yea. One day when you die. But that won't be for a while." I hugged him.
"Ok." He said.
"I miss him." He cried.
"I know." I whispered.
"Hey. How's it going?" Bexey asked.
"Horrible." I sighed.
"I'm always here for you." He hugged me.
"I know." I hugged him tighter.
"How's he taking it?" He asked.
"Eh. I just explained what happened to him. At least he's in a better place now." I hugged Bexey.
"Yea. His legacy will forever live on in our hearts." He smiled weakly.
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