Smoke my dope

MY SISTER

Dannys POV

I waited at the door for Zen to answer, she was taking far too long. I knocked again and then heard shuffling inside.

"Zen move ya ass" i shouted laughing as she came over opening the door as she buttoned up her trousers. I walked in holding a bag of groceries for her and almost dropped them when i saw Gazzy sitting on Zens sofa with a beer and no shirt on. She may almost be 21 but shes still my little sister and that shit aint cool.

I turned and looked at her. I was pissed, but of all the guys i could find here i was most annoyed about seeing Pump there.

"Hay Danny, how you been bro?" He asked standing up to dab me. I ignored him still in shock of seeing this asshole back in my baby sisters life.

"Alzen can we speak in the kitchen?" I asked her.

"Um... yeah" she said putting her hands in her pockets and following me like a sad puppy.

I got to the kitchen, sitting my bag down i turned to her with a frown on my face trying to keep my cool.

"Really, Zen?" I said shaking my head.

"What, were just chilling together" She defended but i wasnt stupid. I was more than aware of what was going on.

"Look, its your life. And you're entitled to be with whoever the fuck you like but think about how much hes damaged you, think about how much hes hurt you girl, you aint slick doing this" i said rubbing my temple.

Zen may be my sister but i basically raised Zen. I always went to her dance shows, her talent shows, i protected her, i made sure she ate and had clothes. I fought battles for her, i showed her how to read and write and helped her with homework. I don't see Zen as just my sister, shes like a daughter to me. I did everything i could for her when she was growing up, especially after dad died. She didn't deserve to be left out.

When she started dating Pump i was scared for her. She had never been in the light like that. Then when she started doing music my biggest fear was her exposing herself to the world,no surprise the whole world fell in love with her.

Being in jail, leaving her and my kids were the only things i worried about. After ma passed i was devastated that i couldn't be there and tell her and my brother that everything was gonna be good. Even if shit didnt take off for her. She would be safe, loved and protected her whole life.

And now that she was back with someone i knew had hurt her, i felt a little helpless. I felt like i couldn't do much to protect her because as protective as i was, i never wanted to hurt her and arguing with her over this would only make her hate me.

She looked at me. With her big eyes that i was weak for.

"Danny, its not what you think. Were only hanging out." She said. "I know he hurt me, but i hurt him too, we both did evil things to get back at eachother but we were kids. Were older now so maybe things will be different" she said. I sighed.

"How can you say that you're grown when youve just done the most stupid thing i can say you've ever done" i told her. I couldnt lie to her. Shes stupid and i dont know what else to say about that.

"Why are you mad at me? Im trying to get my life back on track." She told me,making me want to laugh at her.

"Everything okay in here?" Gazzy said walking into the kitchen while putting his t shirt on.

"Gazzy give us a second" she told him as i tried not to punch him in the face.

"Actually, I'm pretty tired
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