Alzen Hernandez is the Little sister of Tekashi 6ix 9ine. she wasnt one to enjoy the lifestyle that he lived until she met Lil Pump aka Gazzy Garcia at one of her brothers shows.
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I started writing this story before X passed, this book is set i...
I ran in the front door. Gazzys house was open plan so down stairs didn't have any doors. I walked into the den, Gazzy was lying across the couch with his headphones on, eyes closed and toaking on a blunt. I could here the music from here. Was he... he was listening to All girls are the same by JUICE WRLD. Honestly i probably deserved that.
I walked into the room and leaned against the door till he went to flick the ash away and he spoted me. He sat up quickly and pulled off his head phones.
"Hay" was all i managed to say. I was so nervous, he looked at me with sad eyes. They were red rimmed like mine. I held my breath. I had cried way too fucking much in the past two days for me to fall apart again now.
"Sup" he said standing. He stumbled a little. He was drunk. Great. "Where you been?" He asked.
"I was at the studio with Jah, Stoke and Miles" i said. He nodded and then walked up to me slowly trying to keep his balance.
"Gazzy... im so sorry about yesterday, i should have told you as soon as Trippie showed up. I sware he means nothing to me, its you i love. Ive been trying so hard to keep it all together but the harder i try the more i lose you, i cant lose you..." clearly im an emotional wreck because i was in hysterics crying and shit. Gazzy cut me off by pulling me into him.
"Im sorry too, i said some fucked up shit last night..i should... i should have listened to what you had to say and shit" he said slutring to me. "I done fucked up as much as you did Babita" he said.
"I never wanna feel like ive lost you again." I said crying still. We both ended up on the floor.
"I gotta tell you something Alzen, and i aint know how to" he said slowly. Bad thoughs flooded my brain. He wouldnt have slept with someone else would he? Has he broke his house arrest? Did he hurt someone?
"Tell me, its ok" i said as he pulled me on his lap.
"Im a fucking mess Zen. I got all these feelings inside and all this... this pressure on me and shit. I cant fucking take it like 50% of the time, but the other half... is when... is when you're around." He said. he kissed the beanie on my head as i hugged his chest.
"I just feel like i aint got time for you, and when you are here i feel like i aint around long enough, honestly, real shit, you the first girl i fully fell in love with. Im just scared you're gonna find someone who deserves you" he said sniffled and so did i.
"I got you Gazzy, i dont need no one else. i aint going no where" i said holding him as tight as i could. We were both sniffling and crying. We were definitely fucked up over this shit.
"Have you been on the gram?" He asked. I shook my head. He got his phone out and got up Akademiks page.
It was a picture of me and a photo of Gazzy beside each other, then a video of Danny.
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