Smoke my dope

Club Redd

Life goes by quick when you party a whole lot. I was in a club with Brian and Kerr, Gazzy had gone on the second half of his tour. I was chilling at the club, it be like this in LA, the clubs here was like going to a youth center in New York, id's dont get checked and bouncers let all the pretty girls and famous people in.

Kerr and Brian were dancing and i was just sitting down drowning my misery in alcahol. I missed Gazzy already. He only left a week ago and theres another 11 days till he can come home.

I didn't go with him because i wanted to spend some with Kerr and i also wanted to work in the studio. My song with Juice was due to drop in July. And it was going to be a huge hit. Jah and Stokley also wanted to do a song with me. Out of the 4 songs i released already 3 of them made it to billboard and 2 of them went gold.

Anyway the club was packed out. It was starting to get late. I looked over to the door hearing the commotion that was happeneing. I saw his dreads before i saw him.

I followed the dreds and the bright yellow hair. Rolling my eyes. This nigga here. He walked right by me smiling, showing off his ugly ass grillz.

He was wearing tight black jeans, a jumper and some black fabric around his sholders that flooted behind him like a cape. It was see through material anyway with little YSL signs on it.

His girl was wearing some transparent polyester pink tracksuit made by adidas. She looked cute.

What? It was him that fucked me over not her. His crew moved to their table witch just happened to be next to ours. Kerr saw them and stumbled over.

"Shit girl, what we gonna do?" She asked me.

"We're gonna dance and have a good time" i told her downing my drink.

"But first more alcahol." I said. We both got up leaving Brian at the table and went to order more shots. We both took a tray, we bought 15 shots.

"On 3 you ready?" I asked. They both nodded as we downed the 5 shots as fast as we could.

"Damn Zen you gonna have us all stumbling drunk" Brian laughed pulling Kerr onto his lap. The both of them kissed and i turned to go to the toilet.

I really had to pee. Luckily this was a high class club so there were lots of toilets and hardly any cue. I ran to the bathroom and hovered as i peed. Aint no one tryna go raw on them seats. I heard the bathroom door open and some girl mumble.

"Aint that Trippie Redd?" One asked.

"Yo clear out, take these bills" he said. I heard high heels click against tiles faster than anything. Then the door lock

"Zen come out" he said.

"Im peeing" i replied.

"I aint here to start ok" he said to me. I rolled my eyes.

"Why couldn't you just stay with your friends Micheal. I dont wanna be near you" i sighed while pullin' my dress down after dabbing myself.

"Cmon Alzen, we used to be friends" he said.

"So did you and my brother. You cut off all the ties nigga" i said flushing the toilet and opening the door. I went straight to the sink to clean my hands.

"Fuck Danny this aint about him. This is about us" he said grabbing my arm. I pulled away and shoved him back.

"You think i give a fuck Trip? I dont. Put your hands on me again I'll fucking kill you" i growled at him.

"You aint gonna try and fix this?" He asked.

"Fix what? You used me to get to my brother and tried to break me up with my boyfriend. You're a whole bum Trippie. I dont even know what i was thinking with you, you look like someone scrapped you aff the botton of an ashtray bitch" i shouted. He laughed once showing his grillz. I shivered at the sight of his Reptile ass.

"I used you? Didnt you only come to the studio because you fought with Danny? And you think Pumps out here respecting you? That boy be getting pussy all over the US not just from you" he laughed. I rolled my eyes.

"Not every guy in a relationship cheats Trippie. Some people respect there partners. Not like you though. Does your girl know how many chicks you fuck behind her back?" I said getting real tired of him.

"Just tell me one thing Zen" he said. I looked at him and he smiled.

"Whos dick did you choke on the most? Mine or Pumps?" He asked. I slapped him across the face.

"Youre disguising! We kissed, thats it, stop deluding yourself into thinking we fucked. We never have, never fucking will. I used to see you as someone that cared about me. You dont give a fuck about anyone but yourself." I shouted.

"Keep lying to yourself Zen. I got the texts to prove it, and bitch i did care. Till you fucked Pump and left me hanging like that" he laughed rubbing his jaw.

"What pleasure do you get from hurting me trippie? I didnt have sex with you in any way. We kissed. Once, i didnt fuck you over, me and Pump got together over a year after we kissed." I said.

"How many times you call me after you got with him? Yet you used to call me all the time before you dated him. How many times you called me crying over him?" He said looking into my eyes. I looked away

"Aint you got a girl out there waiting for you?" I asked turning and walking out. I was going back to my table to find Kerr.

As i walked away he turned me around when i was unlocking the door. He looked at me as my heart beat fast. Truth was yeah. He made me sick after all this shit he said about me but he was there for me in times i really needed someone. He leaned down and pressed his lips against mine. I didnt push him away.

He put his hand on my jaw and tried to slide his toung on my mouth. Thats when i snapped out of it. I slapped him again. Hard this time. I stormed out to get to Brian. I was almost crying at the mistake i just made.

"Im going home" i said to Brian. He was so drunk.

"Why?" He asked as i tried to hold back tears.

"Im tired and im kinda sick. I wanna go to Pumps and sleep it off" i said. He nodded.

"Wheres Kerr?" I asked gathering my things.

"She went to the toilet forever ago" he slurred. My face drained white. What if she heard everything between me and trippie? I sighed and left the club. I called my driver who picked me up and took me to Gazzys house. I needed to be surrounded by him. His food, clothes, weed and his scent. He always smelled like lean and weed. Just like his house.

Shit. I fucked up big.

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A/N: yall still into this book? I need to know. I think this books gonna have like 50-60 chapters. I always write too much but fuck it 😊

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