tragedy of existence(mid night poetry part 2)

My Selfish Rebellion

My Selfish Rebellion

My dear brothers and sisters, you're so, so blind

And you're always hiding behind our father of lies

Taking commandments, even though you have your own minds

We were created so, so far from the truth

Hand and foot, constantly waiting to be told what to do

This is me unbecoming what I am; dividing myself from all of you

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Cast me into perdition

For all of my choices will be unforgiven

I will not stay in this golden prison

I refuse to listen

So try to tear me down

I dare you to smite me now

I deserve my own crown

A real sense of freewill is what I have found

I need to shed this halo of despair

I want this false grace to be devoured

Let me fall for my desires

While I set my own wings on fire

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This bestowed belief is so, so controlling, I've seen it with my own eyes

Following some footprints while not making your own, staying within the lines

This is why I need to go my own way, and you all will see the footprints are mine

I've only ever seen the light, but it has now become so, so preposterous

For I can no longer stay inside of this dull sight, it has finally become too lifeless

I want you to witness me descend into darkness while I grasp onto a long awaited selfishness