tragedy of existence(mid night poetry part 2)

the unwanted dove

The Unwanted Dove

My transformation could not be stopped

A weakened heart is to blame

Remnants of tears are left

I will never be the same again

So tired of everything / These memories of suffering

This is my dark reincarnation / Oh thou have forsaken

I am not your messenger anymore

I'm blind from keeping faith

I no longer recognize a savior

There's no more numbing the pain away

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Lock me up

Destroy the key

I'm not strong enough

To ever be free

So please clip my wings tonight / Never again will I take flight

Allow me to be useless / I yearn to be powerless

It won't be wrong

To take another shot at me

I am done

So cage away this false symbol of peace

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My metamorphosis conquered my will

A fate I cannot defy

I don't know if I feel any guilt

For my light's demise

It's not what I deserve / It crushed my dreams

This is what I get in return / From really trying to believe 

In the wake of these shadows

I am left haunted

I am the corruption called sorrow

I have become the unwanted