tragedy of existence(mid night poetry part 2)

i am falling down

I'm Falling Down

Tears just seemed to pass me by

Swift as tsunami waves touching the sky

Reality was nothing but a mirror

Melting away like frozen water on fading fire

I let out a destructive sigh

Triggering the nightmares I kept inside

The memories that I don't want to remember

I deceived myself whenever I tried to keep it together

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Seethe/Seethe/Seethe

Images of agony

Infected my mind

And stinging anxiety 

Shoots up my spine

Breathe/Breathe/Breathe

Despair wrapped around my heart

And it wouldn't let me go

Peace was just too far

I can't take this anymore

Please/Please/Please

I redefined self-hatred

I somehow cornered myself

I always existed in darkness

I was my own martyr who fell

Free/Free/Free

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I had to rip all the paths away

I have to force myself astray

So abandonment won't know where I am

The questions of being alone will become transparent

Condemning one another was just too much for me 

All against one and one against all is the moral of society

So I'm taking this leap of faith

With a genuine smile paving the way