tragedy of existence(mid night poetry part 2)

shade of blue

Shade Of Blue

From a deep slumber...

I have awoken

To this cruel color...

That leaves me haunted

My eyes scream

As I opened the door to my soul

Those thoughts of you start to bleed

Reminding me that you're just a person I used to know

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A dark ocean blue that I once knew

Leaked through my window

It matched this mood

Amplifying the sorrow

Sparking negative energy

It's the secret source of my core

The only element allowing me-

To survive another day, once more

Without a care

I can endure

Without a prayer

I push forward

So let this hue shower

With extreme hatred

Force the nostalgia to devour

And let my heart remain powerless

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Wishing I was never left behind

I'm not baffled that you still bother me to this day

The reminders of you are such a beautiful sight

I'm sure the desires for you will never fade

The last of our memories aren't kind

It's haunting waking up without you...

I'm surrounded in my empty life

By this lovely shade of blue...