The Truth Of Our Heart [MYG]

Confessions

I miss you
When I say that
I miss you more
Even though I'm looking at your photo
I still miss you
Time is so cruel
I hate how things go between us
Now seeing each other for once is
So hard between us
It's all winter here
Even in August, it's all winter here
Time is gone by mind
Like a snowpiercer, I was left alone
I wanna hold your hand
And go to the other side of the earth
Wanna put an end this winter
How much do I have to long for you like snow piles up on the ground
Until the spring days come?
Friend

Like a tiny dust that floats in the air
Like a tiny dust
If the flying snow is me
I could've reached you
A little faster

Snowflakes are falling
And you are getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more days do I have to stay up all nights?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)

Until this cold winter ends
And the spring comes again
And until the flowers bloom again
Please stay there a little longer
Please stay there

Is it you who changed?
(Is it you who changed?)
Or is it me?
(Or is it me?)
I hate even this moment that is passing by
I guess we are changed
Just like everyone you know

Yeah, I hate you
You left me
But I never stopped thinking about you
Not even a day
Honestly, I miss you
But now I'll erase you
Because it hurts less than to blame you

I try to ease your pain
Like smoke, like white smoke
I say that I'm gonna erase you
But I can't really let you go yet

Snowflakes are falling
And you are getting farther away
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
How much more do I have to wait?
How many more days do I have to stay up all nights?
Until I can see you? (until I can see you?)
Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)

You know it all
You're my best friend
The sun will rise again
No darkness, no season
Can last forever

Seems like cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is gone
I miss you (I miss you)
I miss you (I miss you)
If I wait a little longer
If I stay up all nights for a couple of more days
'll go to meet you (I'll go there to meet you)
I'll come to get you (I'll come to get you)

Until this cold winter ends
And the spring comes again
And until the flowers bloom again
Please stay there a little longer
Please stay there  

(Song lyrics: BTS-Spring Day English)

This song is for my bestfriend who is far from me right now. I miss you so much. I hope you feel like that too. Now, I'm not around you and I don't have anyone beside me except my family.   

I want you to know that I always keep waiting the time that we can meet each other to share all my problem to you.

But I think, it will just be a dream for me. 

Time is going by so fast. Many people told that time is gold. And now I realize that. It is mean, time is very important to someone include me.

Time is very important to me. I still don't have enough time to create the most beautiful moment in my life with you.

I hate the truth that i'm not be with you again. I want you to stay beside me. I want you to always be with me when I'm in pain. I want you who more understand myself.

I'm lost. Lost in my own self. Just you can find me again and again. With all your advice to make me keep strong. You make me want to face my own fear.

But now, I just keep running from the problems. I'm scared. Just your words can make me keep brave and strong. 

I'm alone. Alone in this dark room. Trying to escape but the bad memories pulled me back into the room.  

Before, you found me, you recognized me. But now, no one found me.

Myself are full of lies. Just you can make me tell the truth of my life.

Friend, I'm really sorry. I can't make the deal with you because I'm not enough strong to make it. Just promise with me that you will always smile for me.

If you smile, I will try to smile too. I can't see your smile, but maybe I can feel it from a far. 

Last year, I make a wish. I wish that this year, I will always be happy. I wish that I will not pretend my feelings. 

I wish that I can still stay there. I wish that I will not running from the problems and start to face myself.

But the fate not be with me. It's okay, I will accept it slowly. I will try to be happy, but I don't know if I just keep pretending.

Anyway, my beloved chingu, I miss you so much and I want you to know that I love you.

That's all for my confession.

P/S : This is not author confessions but it is someone that close with me. Author write this confessions because I want all of you know and realize that time and friendships is very important for everyone.

Time is important to you to make and create more beautiful moment.

Friends is important because they will be the second person that can comfort you from your problems. They also can change you from the worst person to a better person.

So, use your time wisely and please appreciate your friends.

Thank you for all the readers. Keep reading my story okay? Sorry I still can't publish another chapter because I'm in another problems again. So I hope you can wait a little longer. 

Byee!!!