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*Beeeep.
Self: I wish I wasn't feeling.
I wish I wasn't sitting here waiting on you,
To notice me.
I wish I wasn't here,
To the very end,
Protecting something,
That never existed.
I wish I never saw your insides,
For what they are.
As something that would never,
Love someone like me.
You tore apart my heart.
You tore apart me.
I wish I never met you.
I wish...
I never let me,
Fall for you.
I wish I never fell for you.
I wish I never said,
I'd love you to the very end.
Because I knew that I meant it.
I wish I never said it.
Been feeling nostalgic,
Will only bring me pain.
I wish I never allowed you,
Into me.
I wish I never uttered,
I love you.
I wish that I could hate.
I know I could never bring myself,
To hate you.
I wish that I could.
But I couldn't.
And I wish that I would've knew.
That loving you would do nothing,
But compromise me.
Because now I am alone.
You touched my heart,
Then burned it.
And left me with the damages.
I unlearned how to love me.
I became my own worst enemy.
And I thought you were the problem,
But it really was me.
I didn't love me.
I didn't want me.
I had focused so much on loving you,
And wanting you,
I forgot about me.
I left me behind,
And that is something I can't unsee,
The pain that I caused me.
But now you see,
I finally see.
You did nothing but harm me,
And I forgive you.
I forgive me too.
I'm gonna save me.
Don't worry.
But you'll see.
How amazing I was,
And you'll finally see.
That even though I'm damaged,
It's okay because you see,
I see me for me.
I can finally breathe.
I'm perfect the way I am,
And I can finally see.
I'm gonna protect me.
You see.
You'll regret leaving,
When I was down.
You'll regret not being there for me,
When I was down.
But it's okay.
I forgive you,
I'll be fine.
I'll take care of me.
I no longer need you,
To take care of me.
And I know I will succeed.
This is the last time you'll hear from me.
Goodbye.
End call.
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Her.
Poetry• 2017 Her feelings took Her to unfamiliar places. She would never forget. Her mind was racing. Her heart was telling Her no. But She had to escape. She had to end this. Or else there would be no one left to tell this story. So She did what She ha...
