When it's a guy who's afraid of love and doesn't want to be in a relationship, people automatically give him the benefit of the doubt and assume that he was heart broken. When it's a girl she's probably over reacting.
Fuck this shit okay ? I never believed in love, ever. It was a stupid idea all my life.
Then he came, made me feel so good. Made me feel like no one has ever, I couldn't be without him, if we fight and sleep on it, I'd wake up and apologise even if it wasn't my fault just because I didn't want to spend anther day fighting. When we broke up he blamed me, said that it's my fault that we didn't work out. I spent a month thinking about how he's doing. It taunted me, the thought of him being in pain hurt me.
Now, 3 months later I realise it was my fault because I didn't stop him from the first time he yelled at me. I realise that love is shit, it is good for nothing, and it makes you vulnerable. I am never allowing anyone to make me feel that way again. I don't give a fuck what any asshole thinks.
