I don't know what's happening to me.
I can't explain it.
I actually truly don't understand what's going on.
Darkness is taking over my brain again.
Nothing seems to be good.
I don't know what happened.
Just a month ago I was talking about how happy and sane my brain has been. How differently I've been viewing life, and how excited I am for everything that's coming.
Look at me now, I cannot form a one sentence.
I don't make sense.
My friend literally asked me if I was high because of the nonsense I've been blurting out.
My mind never seems to rest, it never seems to take a break.
..
I went out with two of my cousins today.
I did not realise how much I've missed them, and how long it's been since I've last seen them until I saw them today. I had a lot of feelings, I wanted to squeeze both of them in a hug.
We had a lot of fun, A lot.
We've grown so much it's crazy, and even after all of this time we were still very comfortable around each other. I love them.
By the time we were leaving nostalgia started hitting me so hard, I didn't want to but we couldn't stay it was getting late and the drive home is am hour.
I'm so thankful for today.
