I never wanted this book to be about my ex.
But since I stay home all day my mind wonders, he doesn't actually cross my mind that much, I remember situations not him, I don't feel pain, I am annoyed at myself for not being there for myself. Yesterday I was trying to explain to my best friend why we broke up, I tried to tell him something that my ex did, anything, but I was so embarrassed. I couldn't do it.
