A Heart with Empty Pages

048

I get too many death threats

or maybe they're something else

they're more like 'I hope you die'

or, 'go and kill yourself'

I get them when I'm trying hard

to just do the right thing

I really want to help

but now I'm just the king

of loneliness and pain

cause no one wants me around

after what I've done

and maybe I should drown

myself and get it over with

maybe then they'd be happy

and I won't feel anything--

not even feel crappy

so if they'd all be better off

then I don't see the reason 

to even try anymore

since they've decided I'm a demon.