Im Sad I know.. {Sal x Reader}

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Reminder: This contains sensitive topics such as Depression, cutting, etc.
Please, if you have issues with any mental health, please get help as soon as possible.

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Y/n's POV

I hide the pain with a fake smile. Everyone thinks it real when I use it, but it means nothing.
I thought some of my friends (The Sally face  crew of course) would notice how bad I feel with me avoiding parties, avoiding times to hang out..

I used to.. But my depression got in the way..

All the fighting between my parents..
The name calling..
My life is just useless.. And I hate everything about myself.

× × ×

I went to my room and slammed the door shut. I locked it and slid down my door, covering my ears.
They were fighting again..

The tears poured down my face, and my head began to hurt. I looked over to see the razor. I grabbed it and immediately slid my sleeves up and started cutting.
All the blood goes down my arm to the floor.

"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCK OFF BITCH!" 

"MAYBE YOU SHOULD AND LEAVE ME AND MY CHILD ALONE!"

"YOU MEAN YOU STILL LOVE THAT LITTLE BITCH?! THEY'RE JUST A WASTE!"

"DON'T YOU SAY THAT ABOUT MY CHILD!!"

"FUCK OFF I CAN SAY WHAT I WANT!"

I bawled at the yelling. I can't take the pain much longer.

I looked down at my arm. I saw the dried up blood on my arm stick in place.
I put my head to my knees and slowly fell asleep..

× × ×

I woke up to the sound of knocking at my door. I groaned and unlocked my door. I opened it to see Dad. He pulled my hair and threw me out the other door to the hallway in the apartment. "Get to school bitch." He said after throwing my stuff to me and slamming the door.

I got up, and wiped the tears away.

I looked down the hallway to see Sal.
I looked away.
I grabbed my bag and walked to the elevator, wiping more tears away from my face.
"Y/n wait!" He said as I stood there. I let him in the elevator.

I felt his eyes on me. I felt a blush spread on my cheeks.
All of a sudden the elevator stops, and the doors didn't open. "Damn it.." I say as I pressed the button to call help, not even noticing that my cuts were exposed on my right/left arm.

Sal's POV

I saw their arm.. with cuts.

I pulled her arm gently.
"What's going on?" I asked aasthey looks away crying. I pull their face to face me, their beautiful face. "Y/n..please.." I say as I then remember hearing some say "go to school bitch." which sounded like their dad.

"Why didn't you tell me that he.." I say, losing words in the process. They pull their arm away and takes a few steps away from me.

I pull them back, giving them a hug. They immediately hugged back, sobbing into my shoulder.
I rubbed their back, feeling their warm tears go into my shirt.

"He hates me so much.. I am just a mistake.." They says as I looked into their puffy eyes.

I pull their chin up slowly to face me.
"Your not a mistake.. You never were, and never will be. You are an outstanding, and amazing person inside and out. No matter how much your dad says, everything he says bad about you is lies." I say as they had more tears going down their face.
I wiped them away and mask-kissed them on their cheek.

"I love you.." they say as I slowly smiled. I hugged them, feeling them hug back.

"I love you too.."

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