Knee Socks (BWS)

Text Messages

A/N

This chapters a bit different, it's just a few of the text messages from them. Yeah, nearly finished now.

Love y'all S xx (2 kisses cuz I'm feeling generous)

To Brad:

Hey, it's been a week since I last saw u and I feel like it's been a year. Dads doing better.

Yay.

I feel bad because I know I should be happy but deep down I just want this all to end. I like living in Paris though, I like walking down the street and hearing French people speaking French. I like having coffee in French coffee shops, if you guys were here it would be perfect.

Maybe we should move to Paris one day, but we won't be able to live here cuz obvs Dudley got it.

My day today consisted of getting up, walking to the hospital, sitting with dad while he complained about how he wanted me to leave, fun times.

Anyway, I'm gonna go to sleep now, when I wake up I'll hav a text from u which is always nice. Love you xx

To Sarah

Hey,

Today we did a photo shoot, the new girl did our hair. I liked it better when u did it.

Connor just asked me to say that he misses you because now he can only get the bearded dragon. I hope you know what that means cuz I hav no idea.

The height of my day today was when All Time Low came on the radio cuz it reminded me of you.

Anyway, I've got to go to bed before Selma rips my head off. Love you xx

To Brad:

Hey,

What station was ATL on cuz I never hear them on the radio, and plz tell Connor that that was all he could get anyway.

Today the funniest thing happened, I was getting a coffee in the hospital when this old man came out and was like 'go are you that model?' After which 2 things happened.

1. I spat my coffee all over the floor out of shock.

2. The nurse then explained to me that he had sight problems and was basically blind.

I was laughing for about 10 minutes and my Dad was telling the nurses to get me to shut up.

No changes there I suppose.

OMG I miss you guys so much. Love you xx

To Sarah:

Hey,

It was clearly the nurse with the sight problems, you could totally be a model. Connor sed fuck off (about ur previous comment not in general)

Trames is really pissing me off at the moment cuz they can't keep hands or lips off of each other and it just makes me miss you even more.

And plus it's really gross.

Today the new hair person moved onto the bus but I didn't let her sleep in your bed. I gave her mine and I moved up to yours.

I think that's really weird but if you can't sleep there I don't want her to.

How's your Dad, you haven't mentioned his health in a while. Love you xx

To Brad:

Hi,

My dads health was getting better until last night (which was why I didn't text you) because he had managed to get his feeding tube out.

They don't know how long it's been out for but he took a turn for the worse.

They've given him 2 weeks.

I can't tell how I feel about this because even though he doesn't love me I don't really want to be an orphan. It's not really that nice here anymore, to me it just feels like a place of death, first my Mums and now his.

Can I have Connors number so we stop using you to have our weird conversations. Love you xx

To Sarah:

Hi,

I'll forward u Connors number in a sec, first I just wanted to talk about your Dad.

Firstly, he doesn't deserve you. You dropped everything and left all the people that made you happy to go to him when he needed you and he can't even be half pleased to see you.

Secondly, from what I can see, he's (to be blunt) gonna die soon. I hope when he's up there or whatever happens when you die he looks down on you with the love he never showed you on Earth.

Trust me when I say that everything will be ok and I love you xx