Skater Mahone [Austin Mahone]

Chapter 21

Austin's P.O.V

I screwed up everything, like always. I feel bad for yelling at Emma, what's wrong with me? I shouldn't have yelled at her, she didn't do anything bad, I feel guilty. She just wanted to know the subject about drugs and I just pushed her away.. Maybe I should tell her the whole thing? I'm afraid of what she can think of me after I tell her. I decided to buy her a gift, a detail to her to see I'm sorry.

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Emma's P.O.V

'Because you love him'

Those four words have been in my mind for the past hour , do I really love him? I do not know. Maybe I do. Austin is probably mad at me for intruding where I shouldn't, because I have to be so gossip? It is not my business Austin with drugs, but also want to know. Steven told me once. 'If a guy tells you something you he have never told to anyone, he likes you' Maybe that's why I want to know, maybe I like Austin, my heart says yes but my mouth says no. Why do I have to be so stubborn?

It sucks to be honest.

Right now I was sitting on the bed in criss-cross position in my yoga pants and a big, soft, warm sweatshirt while reading 'The Fault In Our Stars' is a very romantic book and I love it. There was only the light of a lamp from the nightstand, but I was sitting on the bed facing the window and the moonlight was more than enough to read.

I suddenly tensed as I heard the front door slam. He's back. I was afraid that Austin was angry. I listened to his steps as they approached entering in the room, I kept trying to read until he spoke.

"Emma" He said almost in a whisper.

I turned my head with no expression on my face, Austin looked miserable, his eyes were sad, he looked was upset, his eyes shining and his pupils were dilating by the little light there was in the room. I turned my head again and set my eyes on the book. Obviously I couldn't read because I was nervous but I fixed my gaze on the book.

Suddenly I felt his arms wrapping around my waist as he placed his chin on my right shoulder. My heart started beating fast. Somehow I relaxed a little when Austin started kissing my neck slowly, feeling his lips touch my skin gave me a strange pleasure. His lips were so soft, plump and warm, it felt strange because I've never been kissed but at the same time it felt good.

"What are you reading?" He said in a calm and low voice.

I opened my mouth to say something but it didn't came out nothing so I just closed the book and showed him the cover.

"I heard it's good, it is?" He said as he left wet kisses on my neck. I closed my eyes enjoying the moment and I just nodded because I couldn't even talk.

"I'm sorry for yell at you Emma, forgive me please" He said as he nuzzled his face on my neck and I nodded.

"Let's go to the balcony, we need fresh air" He said.

Austin picked up my book and placed it on the bedside table gently, he grabbed my hand and we went to the kitchen which had a balcony. Austin had there a plastic bag with who knows what. Austin and I sat on the bench of the balcony and he wrapped his arm around my shoulder pressing me to him. For some reason I didn't feel so nervous.

"I bought this for you" He said handing me a white rose.

Yes, white.

"You didn't have to, thank you Austin" I said blushing. Probably I do like him, not love but like yes.

"I owe you an explanation" He said as he took a cigarette and place it on his mouth.

"Do you smoke?" I said surprised but he looked very attractive with a cigarette.

"First let me explain and later make the questions baby" He said.

'Baby'

"Well first of all maybe you tought I was 18 or 19 right?" He said and I nodded. "When I was 16 I repeated course twice because I failed too many exams so that's why I'm in your class, I will you explain why"

"When I was 16 I met a girl named Alexis of I fell madly in love with her and very quickly. Alexis agreed to go out with me, Alex always said 'I do not trust her, she's no good for you' but I was so in love that I didn't realize. Alexis started smoking marijuana and she got me hooked up on marijuana for a year. I was always so high because of her Emma, sometimes I sleept in the street because I didn't find my way home, my mom was always yelling to stop going out with Alexis but I was so stoned that I didn't even know I I had bones" He said with pain in his voice.

"After Marijuana Alexis got me hooked up with acid aka LSD and you know what she did to me one night?" He said and looked at me.

"What did she do?" I said grabbing his hand and he kept smoking.

"She stole my virginity, but I didn't even noticed of how stoned I was, you know how miserable I felt after that Emma? She took an advantage of me" He said and I couldn't believe what he was telling me, poor Austin.

"When I tried to go back home I don't remember if I reached my house or not, but when I woke up I woke up in a detox center. They took every drop of drugs I had in my system and this you see in my hand is not a normal cigarette is a cigarette mint without nicotine. It is naturally healthy, the doctor prescribed me to relax" He said.

"It tasted good?" I said.

"Yes, do you wanna prove it?" He said as he offered me the cigarette. I nodded and I took it between my lips as I inhaled the mint. I exhaled and It tasted really good.

"It really tasted good" I said smiling and he nodded. "I'm so sorry about what happened to you and your relationship with Alexis"

"It's ironic because since that I didn't date any other girl, I had hook ups nothing more" He said as he laughed and I giggled.

"What about you?" He said.

"I've never had boyfriend" I said as I blushed.

"You know, you're so beautiful Emma" He said and I flushed again.

Suddenly Austin crashed his lips on mine softly and captured my bottom lip. Somehow I kissed back and he cupped my face with his big hands. His lips were so plump and they tasted like mint. This kiss got me feeling some type of way.

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AHHHHHH THEY JUST KISSED I REPEAT THEY JUST KISSED. *crying*

I know you guys wanted this to happend so.. THEY FINALLY KISSED!!

Well well, tell me your opinions on Austin & Emma. Do you want them together or nah??

MAKE SURE TO VOTE FOR THIS CHAPTER BC OMG THEY KISSED *cries again*

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