Kitty Comfort

Chapter 36: "I can't risk it."

Yoongi knew that he had fucked up...but he also didn't know how to fix it. He didn't want to risk telling you anymore information about what was going on then you already knew...he couldn't risk you getting hurt. He couldn't risk her finding out about you.

"(y/n) please don't be mad at me." whined Yoongi softly. I flicked my eyes over to him from where I was sitting on the couch.

"I'm not mad...I'm just disappointed. I thought that you trusted me...obviously I was mistaken." I snubbed in reply. I wasn't made, I was hurt.

"I do trust you! I'm not telling you because I don't trust you! I'm not telling you because I don't want you to get hurt! I am trying to protect you!" he yelled angrily. Angry with himself, anger at the world for what was happening.

"You don't always have to protect me, Yoongi! You can't always protect me!" I yelled back as I stood up from the couch to face him.

"I can damn sure try to!" he shot back.

"I'm sick of you not telling me things! Hiding them from me! When you are hurt Yoongi, you may try to hide it but I can see it! It hurts me so bad to see you suffer in silence because you won't tell me what is bothering you! I just want to love you! Bad, good, broken, bruised, happy, sad, all of it!" I shouted angrily. I knew that yelling wasn't helping the situation, but I couldn't help it. I was just so frustrated and I need to let it out into the open.

Yoongi was silent for a moment, stunned at my words.

"You..." he was at a loss for words. Before his face fell sadly. "I can't risk it. I don't want to risk what the people who are involved in this might do to you. I'm sorry, (y/n).'" he whispered. My face fell at his words as tears pricked my eyes. I walked past him towards the door.

"I'm going for a walk. I'll be back in a couple of hours...don't follow me." I stated coldly was I threw my coat and shoes on. I didn't wait to listen to a response before I was out the door. I needed time away to clear my head and get my thoughts sorted together. I popped earbuds in and turned some music on as I walked down the street. I didn't really have a destination other than to just burn off some steam. I found myself wandering over to Mi-lin's and knocked on her door. I heard the pounding of footsteps before Jungkook excitedly threw the door open with a grin on his face.

"(y/n)!" he exclaimed happily as he pulled me into a tight hug. To be honest I was just pretty happy that he had clothes on this time...

"Jimin! (y/n), is here!" called Jungkook as he shut the door behind us as we walked into the house.

"Where is Mi-lin?" I asked as I shrugged my coat off and took off my shoes.

"She's out running errands, but she should be home soon." hummed Jungkook in reply. Soon Jimin appeared to greet me.

"(y/n)! I didn't know you were coming over today? Where is Yoongi?" asked Jimin. The instant he asked the room went silent. The two hybrids could sense that something was very wrong.

"Did something happen?"

"Did he do something to you?"

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?"

"I'll kill him!"

The bombarded in response to my silence.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa. No need for that kind of talk, Jimin, no one is killing anyone." I scolded causing him to pout. "Yoongi and I are just at a disagreement right now. Don't worry too much. We just need some space...well I need some space. I wasn't really planning to come here, but it just sort of happened." I shrugged.