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𝐗𝐕

~ 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒖𝒓𝒆

" There are just some mountains
that are impossible to climb over,
no matter how hard you try. "

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***This chapter deals with themes such as self-harm and depression. If any of these topics occur to you, I suggest you skip this one and that you message me if you need anything cuz i'm always here <3 ***

***Do know that when the theme of self-harm is indicated, this symbol "~•~" will appear BEFORE that section. So if you still want to read this chapter but not the parts with self-harm, skip over the parts with the "~•~" BEFORE it,
not after***

Rest in peace, Selena.

I sobbed quietly beside Gusion, who's head was bowed down, one of his hands covering his face. The other was pressed against his lower chest, gripping on the stab wound from last night.

Many of us were here early morning, Saturday. Standing around Selena's grave, covered in beautiful flowers, but none of which could even equal to her smile.

Karina was knelt down in front of her, her eyes closed and hands joined together. Saber joined beside her, he whispered to her "You're going to be okay."

Karina shook her head, "I don't know...."

"I'm here for you." Saber put his hand on her shoulder,

"Thank you." Karina placed her hand on his,

That was the only bit of speech that was shared. Other than that, we all sat in silence.

Martis was off to the side, drowning in his own thoughts. Karina was kneeling in front of her sister, crying softly beside Saber. Paxley was beside me, silent but I could tell this was bothering him. I could also tell he wasn't fully recovered from his injury. Harley was right beside me, and I put my arm over him. Resting my hand on Nana's shoulder, who was beside my brother.

Irithel and Claude were together, staring at the ground. Kagura and Hayabusa were standing behind Gusion and I. I could hear Kagura sobbing quietly. Hylos and Estes were a little far away, I couldn't tell what they were doing but I think they were trying to call Lance. Even though he wasn't going to answer.

Most of us were roughly near each other, but Odette, was even further away. Sitting on a stone bench, staring up at the sky.

The guilt was killing me. I haven't told anyone but Gusion about what happened. I'm not ready to tell Karina or Martis about what I did, since it's already difficult for me to accept it.

Along with that, Karina has been struggling to  accept that her sister's dead. Even Martis seemed to be having a hard time trying to believe it. Gusion told me that it was to leave him be.