•The big bad flashback•

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Have you ever fallen in love? For the first time? Not like a brief crush or something, proper love. A feeling you've never felt before. A feeling that feels real. Like that person is the one. I thought I felt that, In the very beginning, but I was betrayed. This wasn't love. It was all just a big mess. And I was left distraught. Up till now I still remember that horrifying night, How I was so close do death, And the most important person in my life right now. One wasn't so lucky though, My 'love'. I just don't understand. It was such a big blur. It was surreal. I guess if I hadn't been such a stupid kid this wouldn't have happened. No. It wasn't my fault. But I guess in some ways it was. Ugh is it really that bad to love? what did I do to deserve this!? I really loved her. But she didn't love me.

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