the fairy | john bender ✅

thirty five

" Fuck off!" is what Julian screams in his head. In reality, though, he asks, " What do you want?"

" Just wanted to talk, Julian."

" Ain't you supposed to be making out with Claire," he snaps, trying to finish the math problem in front of him.

" I don't like her," he responds, moving to sit beside the angry male, where the preps sat just a couple days ago.

" You were all over her. How you acted, how you talked. You probably stuck your head between her legs too, huh?" He's not given an answer, only a face of guilt and disappointment. " I knew it."

" How can I make it up?" Bender asks. He grabs the latter's arm, pulling him closer. With a sigh, Julian looks at the male. His eyes glance at lips. With his cheeks becoming a rosy color, he looks away, changing the topic.

" Aren't you supposed to be in class?" he wonders, pulling away from the male.

" When am I ever in class?" Bender smirks. When Julian doesn't react, he takes a moment to think before speaking. " How did you figure out you were gay again, Julian?"

" You already for-"

" I just want a quick recap," he explains, raising his hands up in surrender.

Though Julian rolls his eyes, he answers his question. " I kissed a guy, that's how I knew-" He isn't able to finish the rest of his sentence, as Bender cut him off; he pulled Julian close to him once more and placing Jc's lips against his own.

Julian stays frozen, eyes wide in confusion in fear. When John pulls away, he has a grin on his face that Julian would smack off if he wasn't so confused. " What the fuck?!" he exclaims.

" I wanted to know if I was gay," Bender shrugs. Though he acts calm, his heart feels like he ran a mile.

" But you-- Why did you-god I give up," Julian finally groans, covering his face with his hands. " Let me guess, you aren't gay."

" I don't know. Let try again." He takes the latter's wrist into his hands, pulling Julian's hands off his face so he can place his lips on his once more.

Though Julian freezes up again, he slowly follows John's lead, moving his lips against his. The feeling makes his mind go fuzzy, his hands becoming numb.

When Bender pulls away, he lets go of Jc's hand, which still have a numb feeling, his mind clearing up.

" I think I'm gay."