Monday had come faster than I had thought, for some reason, the same feeling from the weekend followed me to the week. Something felt wrong. Like I wasn't doing enough, wasn't getting anything done with my life.
I didn't know how to tell Grey. I know he needed to know I just didn't know what to tell him, what was wrong with me?
Before I knew it, I was sitting in Seth's car, headed from from classes. They went by in a blur, like I couldn't pay attention like I wasn't retaining anything.
Now I wasn't sure what to do, wait for Grey to get home I guess. Everything felt wrong, everything felt, like, like it was all falling apart.
We pulled into the parking garage and Seth opened the door for me, letting me out. I muttered a thank you as I headed for the elevator. "Do you have any plans this evening Miss Winters?" He asked and I shook my head.
"No I actually just kinda want to be alone tonight Seth if that's okay. If you want you can have the rest of the night off?" I suggested and he just nodded. I wanted to stay home and hang out with Grey tonight, just us. I couldn't help but feel something was wrong in my stomach, like it just wasnt right, it had nothing to do with Grey it just seemed like I was in a funk.
"Sure thing Miss Winters." Seth acknowledged me as I headed up the flat alone. I opened the door and set my stuff down and then headed to get changed out of my clothes again. Grey should be home soon, so I wasnt going to have to wait long. I grabbed a pizza out of the freezer and stuck it in the oven and then grabbed soda out of the fridge before heading to the livingroom.
It wasnt to long that the door opened and Grey stepped in, throwing his keys onto the table next to the door. "Mari?" He shouted through the house.
"In here!" I shouted back.
"Hey did you give Seth the night off?" He asked walking about the corner. I noticed that his shirt was slightly damp and there were water droplets in his hair.
"Is it raining?" I asked and he nodded.
"Yeah pretty hard as well, what about Seth?" He asked ad I nodded.
"I thought it could just be us tonight, if thats okay?" He flashed me a smile as he sat down next to me and kissed my cheek.
"Of course." He said and then the smile slid off his face. "How are you Amara? You seem to be off this week, not your usual self?" He asked and I mentally sighed. I knew he had noticed, I was just waiting for him to bring it up.
"Just an off week I guess, I miss you though." He grinned again, which made me smile. "I love you Grey." I mumbled before he pulled me into his lap.
"I love you so much Amara." His hands cupped the sides of my face as he moved hair out of the way. He pulled me in and kissed me gently. I smiled under the kiss as I pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. Our lips moved in sync as I moved my position so I was straddling him. My fingers went to the hem of his shirt and began to pull up as he pulled away and began to laugh. "eager are we?"
"For you? Always." I grinned, pulling my bottom lip into my mouth. He stood up and picked me up with him so I never left him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pressed my lips against his again.
He headed towards the bedroom as I kissed him, over and over. We almost made it into the door way when we missed and my back connected with the wall and door frame. Grey stumbled back as I pulled away and laughed.
"Im sorry-"
"No no, keep going." I laughed as we moved into the bed room and he layed me on the bed. This is how I wanted my life to be, full of flaws and perfect in every single way. I could honestly see myself staying with Grey for the rest of my life.
I ripped his shirt off over his head as he grabbed the hem of mine and pulled it up. "God you're beautiful." He mumbled against my skin as he began kissing up my core all the way to my lips. "ready?" he asked and I nodded with a grin.
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I was laying on his chest as we both were breathing heavily. "Were good at that." He said and I laughed.
"Yes, yes we are." I said kissing him quickly. I pulled away right as the timer on the pizza went off. Grey sat up and looked at me with a questioning look. "Pizza." I answered the question he didnt as.
"good, time to refuel." He grinned and jumped off the bed pulling sweats on. I let out another laugh as I got up and followed pulling on underwear and a shirt. "God you're hot." Grey smirked when he saw me come out of the bedroom.
"Its your shirt." I beamed. He pulled the pizza out of the oven as I jumped onto the counter and swung my legs off the side of the island. "Come." I ordered as I pulled me closer to me. I locked me legs around him.
"Mari, I gotta turn off the oven."
"later." I begged pulling at his sweats to come closer to me. I wanted him more, probably not in our kitchen because we have a chef occasionally but more nonetheless. Grey reached towards the off button as I pulled him back. "Grey." I teased.
"Oh my god you're making this impossible." He chuckled reaching out for the button, hitting it right before giving in and letting me drag him back to where I was. Our lips connected again and i wrapped my fingers in his hair. I let out a small moan right before the door slammed open. Instead of pushing me away, Grey wrapped his arms around me and twisted my body around so that I was on the counter but behind him.
I let out a small scream as Jarak walked in the door with Delta in tow. "MY VIRGIN EYES!" Jarak screamed covering his eyes as he walked in. I rolled my eyes as Grey began to laugh.
"Hey, guys." Delta said kinda shy as she crept in behind the overly dramatic Jarak.
"Hey Delta, I said sliding off the counter.
"Jarak you realize this is my house right?" Grey asked jokingly. He leaned closer to me. "Hey can u do me a favor and go put pants on?" He asked as I giggled and nodded. I headed towards the bedroom as Jarak began talking to Grey.
I slipped on pants and a bra and even grabbed a shirt for Grey. I headed back out and tossed him the shirt. "What are we talking about?" I asked.
"A new club opened up downtown wanna double?" Jarak summed up their conversation. I raised my eyebrow and looked at Grey thinking about it.
"Club?" I asked and he nodded.
"Wanna go?" He asked and I shrugged. I managed to get over my want to be alone feeling for the night, maybe all I needed was attention.
"Yeah sure, lets get dressed."
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So fun fact. I have been in a slump the past few months so im sorry this is so late.
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Lucky Little Me (New just my luck book 2)
Novela Juvenil"What are you saying?" He asked his voice getting sharp as he spoke. I could see the anger and fear in his eyes, he was afraid of loosing me. If only he knew that it wasn't possible for me to leave him. "I'm saying I think we need a break, to fig...
