Summer Memories

Chapter 64- All that matters.

I literally screeched after I finished packing.

Luke rushed to my side trying to calm me down.

I just cried more, only into his shirt.

After calming down a little I mumbled a quick 'thanks' and gave him a little hug.

So the plans for today are, that my flight is at 7:00 so I have to be left at 5. So during that time I just wanted to be with the boys.

Luke and Michael had agreed to come on the plane with me, but they could only come so far as the first stopover, which was Toronto. And at the Toronto airport, Clara would be there waiting for me.

Michael wanted to go, to give luke a little company on the way back, and he also wanted to say goodbye to Clara, because they never really had a proper goodbye when she left from the VMAs.

Alex had his last shift tonight so he wouldn't be coming until later.

From the Toronto airport, me and Clara would make our way to San Francisco, and start the process of moving into our apartment.

I cried more at the thought of leaving luke.

We made our way to the living room, where only Michael and Calum were, I could hear Ellie crying a little in her room.

I plopped myself on Michaels lap and hugged him, surprisingly, he hugged back, like really tight.

When we pulled apart, he looked like he was about to cry.

I shot him a quick smile, and walked back over to luke, who looked pretty lonely sitting on the couch all by himself.

He pulled me onto his lap, and I glanced at the time, it was 12:05, Ellie should be out anytime now to say her goodbyes.

And just like that, Ellie was striding into my living room, looking more emotional than me, and gave everyone a speech.

She went in the order luke (she threatened to cut him, that's Ellie for you) Michael, Calum, and the walked over to me.

"oh my missy moo. I've known you thirteen years which is more than half my life. I know i'll be seeing you soon but im still going to miss you. You're basically my little sister after all."

The tears poured out of my eyes as I attacked her in a hug.

"I couldn't of said it better myself" I mumbled into her shoulder.

Then ash and el grabbed her bags and made their way towards the car. And to be honest, it was probably the worst pain I've ever felt in my entire life.

Once the car pulled out of the driveway I stumbled over to luke, who already had his arms open, and collapsed into him.

I think it was about an hour before I actually calmed down enough to say a word.

"Az, you need to stop crying, it's okay" luke soothed. Which didn't help at all, it just made me remember that I was leaving him too, and it made me cry even more.

In the end I ran out of tears, so I just lid there.

"Are you okay now?" Luke asked wiping a piece of hair out of my face.

"No" I croaked.

"This isn't the last your going to see of her, she pro-"

"It's not Ellie that I'm worried about" I cut him off.

"Well then what are you worried about then?" He asked

"I don't want to leave you guys, dream university or not" I admitted