Beasts: Diary Entries of Unspoken words

Abel (Serpent)

Faded Drunk memories

It's hard remembering those nights in Vegas. Or anywhere else. All I can say for certain that I can remember the views. The same women,the same twinks in slutty outfits that all seem to blend in together until I can't remember a single one. Not even the kinky whore I woke up to the next morning. I joined the Beasts to party until I dropped. But there isn't any drop. Just continuous sex and alcohol. I'm sick and tired of it. Who wouldn't? The vibrations of the dance floor and the bass of the speakers can only keep this French man going for so long. But I can't stop. Not anymore or ever. I wake up to the same boring scene every single morning before my skin sheds. 

That is before I saw him. The way his imitation claws made out of metal dug into flesh,the happiness and pure blood lust in his eyes as he fought off other twice his size. His muscles tensing and untensing and his small frame easily maneuvering through his enemies had me absolutely mesmerized and paralyzed. His white curly locks bounced elegantly everytime he moved, the ends stained with the red of blood. It had me licking my lips,my eyes unable to look away and my feet slowly walking towards the scene. I haven't seen anything like it yet,not many people got to see one of the top five Representatives fighting yet. Especially not a herbivore like he was. He looked...so..so innocent just standing there with that adorable smile of his and waving at me like I was his best friend with all those blood on his hands. His pale skin contrasted from the hustle and bustle of the city. The mixture of orange and purple city lights bounced off his skin and illuminated his form before he disappeared just as soon as I saw him. Just like the spark in my life once before,he was gone. And so was my disinterest for everything else in my life. That was when I knew it. I was positive.I wanted to protect him. With all my life, a pretty thing like him wouldn't make it like the other carnivores. He was playing a big bad carnivore with fake metal claws when he was really just a little lamb in disguise. I was high off of another drug, I have never felt in my life and it felt like the best thing in my life. The best acid trip and the best head rush I had gotten from any other hit.

I was in love for the first time