The Day that Everything changed
It hurt,it hurt so much. To simply sit there and watch it happen all over again. Not physically,not at all. In fact I have the scars to prove it. I'm much too strong now,nothing can hurt me. Not without a good fight that is. It hurts more than before,it was a painful blinding pain that ran through my body the more my eyes lingered. I tried to tear my eyes away from it but I kept feeling myself drawn back to the horrid scene. If I thought hard enough I could still smell it. The scent of feces,blood,tears and regret. The cold metal was pressing up against my hand was the only thing keeping me from sinking back into that nightmare. To this day I still can't explain the coldness within my heart or that smile etched upon my face. It made me a bit less guilty,if only a little that I was able to find my happiness in killing. Looking back on it now,it wasn't the blood that made me happy but that feeling of power coursing through my veins. I suppose that's why I like making people grovel. But...it's not enough. It's never enough for my ego. As long as I won't burden him anymore,it had to be done but I know it was more than that. I know it. And it hurts. I never want him to see me like this. The coldness,my leathery wings and my fangs. Even if it could kill me I would do all in my power to hide it as long as I could. Afterall I do have an eternity to figure it out. People like me deserve to suffer. Just like how I was before,a monster making deals with strangers in dark alleyways. Except now I'm the monster.
I guess immortality does has a price. A price I'm not rich enough to afford.
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