The Man With Fifteen Questions

Should I let her go?

No.

That's my instant reaction.

I did it before. I won't do it again.

Been there. Done that.

I've learned my lessons but it's not my time yet to move on.

I keep telling myself that.

If there's one thing I'm sure she would do to me it's not to break my heart entirely. She was never vindictive. But what she'll do is to keep convincing me that I was wrong. That I was never in love with her and it was high time we moved on. And I was right. She did say it was my conscience that brought me back to her life.

Of course being a man in love I shouldn't let that happen. I should be the one convincing her that I'm in love with her and it's okay if she fall in love with me again.

Yet there was a time when I realize I wasn't seeing what I've been doing anymore. My geeky officemates made me realize the capacity of their brain.

They were right when they said there should be a limitation to my wooing. I should've set a deadline.

And I should be open to the possibility that she won't love me again.

There's only so much I could take.

I'm human. I don't have unlimited time.

I must face the facts.

Either that or I just keep on waiting for something that'll never come.