Every inch of me was in pain. I couldn't think or move. I couldn't figure out which way was up and which way was down. My eyes flutter open and I flinched putting a hand to my forehead. I felt hot and dizzy and then rolled over and vomited over the side of the bed onto the cold concrete floor of my cell. Memories flooded through my head of what had happened to me yesterday. Or... at least I think it was yesterday. I was all discombobulated from the events. I managed to sit up shuddering and checked my body with worry. If anything happened to Rose I would feel personally responsible. I poked and prodded around and relaxed when I only found a few bruises and a minor scratch. At least it wasn't too serious. My eyes darted around the cell for the Winter Soldier but found he was not in the room. I pushed the covers off of me and, avoiding my vomit, I made my way to the steel door hoping and praying that it would be unlocked. I stretch out my hand to test the door but it opened right before I could touch it. The man stood there, blocking my way out. "What do you think you're doing?" He asked coldly.
I flinched and took a deep breath, "I will have you know I could escape if I wanted to... but I think you need help." I replied boldly.
He glanced around the room sighing as he saw the vomit on the ground. "You are going to have to clean that up at some point. " He turned and closed the door not intimidated in the slightest. "You could have escaped? Then why didn't you?" He asked seriously eyeing me warily.
"Are you deaf?" I simply asked as I sat down on the bed, arms crossed.
"Trained to ignore..." He replied as he leaned against the wall. At least he was talking more than before. It was a start. "You seem sick... that's to be expected..."
"You know I can do this all day, right?" I leaned against the metal post of my bed smirking trying to be all cool. "You want to banter I can do that. You want to watch Charmed then so be it... wait has that even aired yet? Can you actually watch tv since... never mind." I sighed. Maybe it was fear that was suppressing my powers but ever since I panicked and that experiment I couldn't feel my magic. What scared me was the fact that it didn't feel suppressed but it felt like I had never had magic at all in the first place. 'What had they done to me in that lab?' I thought weakly.
The winter soldier slowly lifted his arm up, then thrust it my way slamming into the wall next to my head. It was an attempt to break my cool act. "You can and will be quiet." His low cold voice sent a chill down my spine, "I have been given permission to harm you if need be... but not kill you." His eyes narrowed. "They don't need your limbs to be intact to do experiments."
In normal circumstance,s I would not have flinched but I jerked back hitting my head on the wall behind me. I let out an involuntary whimper of pain and fear and shrunk down into a small little ball. "......" I hated this. I hated being so vulnerable and so weak. I squeezed my eyes shut fighting the urge to start crying. 'Damn it... Damn it... don't let him know how weak and vulnerable I am right now... damn it...' I thought shaking.
Suddenly I felt a hand on top of my head. "Acting strong can only get you so far in HYDRA." He gently rubbed my head like I was some dog. "You need to learn to bluff better if you want to not be abused by the agents."
I opened one eye and then the other shaking more in relived confusion. And that was when I broke down into sobs. Next... I did the most girliest thing. I flung my arms around Metal Armed Jesus and buried my face in his chest as I bawled my eyes out. "I think I will be 'abused' anyway with or without bluffing..." I mumbled through the sobs.
He froze like he had stopped functioning. It took him a bit to process what happened. "I know... the experiments will never stop." He whispered softly not moving, not understanding what a hug was. "Just... try to be strong...."
"Damn it!" I sobbed and hit his chest weakly with my fists, face still buried in his chest, "JUST HUG ME DAMN IT!"
He hesitantly began to wrap his arms around me, a little too tight. "Like.... this...?" He asked confused.
"I can't breathe but you... you got the just of it..." I gulped some air and then closed my snuggling into him, "...Just... just stay with me please..." I begged. Rose was way too in control right now but being a mortal female was the least of my problems right now. I had to figure out how to get out of here.
The winter soldier nodded and loosened his grip a bit. "Very well... I was stationed here anyway..." He said, gently hugging now. "I will stay here... with you..."
I relaxed more feeling idiotically safe in his arms as my eyes closed and the dizzying sickness overcame me as I passed out.
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