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M. A. N.

Johnny sat on his bedroom floor with his nails between his teeth, his hand in his hair, and his phone flat out on the floor in front of him.

Taeil is a man.

"No, she isn't."

Johnny had spent so many hours by her side, and her beautiful smile and kind heart could only belong to a female, right? He didn't know of anybody that could be so... so perfect.

But Taeil is a man.

Maybe that would explain why she-- he, was different. Because she was a he, and he's are better?

No! No way! He's are not better, because Johnny. Is. Not. Gay.

But then he kissed Taeil, touched Taeil... loved Taeil.

And Taeil is a man.

He rubbed his temples and slammed his head back onto the door. The sudden thud in his brain dulled out his senses for a moment, and for that one second, the thought of being gay didn't come to him. The problem he had just been faced with turned away from him, and whilst the back of his head had other things to focus on, he was just a man in his bedroom, picking up his phone and texting his friends.

But when he zoned back in, he saw what he had texted.

You
How come you don't have a feminine name?

Because Taeil. Is. A. Ma--

"Oh my god, shut up!" He shouted and slapped his forehead. Why did his conscience have to be so stupid? There's no real proof that Taeil isn't just a masculine girl!

That was until he got a notification.

🌸Moon🌸
I haven't really decided on one yet x

🌸Moon🌸
Plus I think since I'm staying male, I'd prefer Taeil ♡

Did you hear that? That was the sound of Johnny's stupidly dense heart cracking into hundreds of little pieces.

Johnny bit his lip so hard he could taste the iron coating his gums. He wasn't one to cry, but he didn't do anything to stop the hot tear rolling down his cheek.

He buried his eyes into his arm and held his breath. Counting to one, two, five, and-- dammit! He couldn't even think straight.

Oh my god he couldn't think straight.

"But I'm not gay!"

All of this could have been prevented if he had just checked the damn name of the app his brother had downloaded.