I really miss my big sister, I haven't seen her irl in like 2 years and it fucking sucks. But she means the world to me and idk what stupid things I might've done if she wasn't there for me. I have a little sister and 2 twins (Don't ask ill explain later) and they all mean the world to me (even if one of the twins is an ass sometimes) They've always been there for me and im not sure what I did to deserve them but I have them and im so so grateful for them. But you see, I see my other sisters a lot but I don't see her a lot and I cant even Facetime her anymore because her phone is a bitch. And im hoping that she reads this because she needs to know how amazing of a person she is. I had a gut feeling that I needed to write this even though nobody really cares... I feel like some of the people that know me irl was probably looking at the title and thinking it would be about my Ex but Surprise! its not.
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Ok so this is my family thing I guess.
Big Sister- Shadow
Me
Middle Sister/Twin- Cici
Middle Sister- Finn
Youngest Sister/Twin- Jade
Middle Twin and me look a good bit alike to some people so that why were twins
Younger twin and I looked a lot alike in 2nd grade and she wont accept the fact that we don't look that much alike anymore
I put it by age btw
But the whole reason I decided to write this is because I had a dream last night that I met her again and she had totally forgot about me so I was a complete stranger to her and it hurt. And ive been thinking about it all day, it got me angry at one point and I played Overwatch with a friend to unleash it but anyways. Just incase she does forget me and all of that, I need her to know that shes an amazing and beautiful person. She doesn't see it but she's really pretty and im not sure if she knows it but shes really cool to be around. Shes encouraging and makes sure that you don't do anything stupid and if anyone doesn't like her that's their problem and loss. Shes loyal to who she cares about and extremely funny. And I feel the need to bring up when Jake fell into the lake in his clothes while trying to bother us while we were talking at the dock. She is an outstanding person all together, and im not sure what id do without her, even if I don't see her in real life.
To my sisters- Thank you for being there for me.
