Pretending [YOONKOOK]

16 : I'm Trying

"Hyung just listen t-" Yoongi snap.
"Shut the fuck up! You know nothing about it okay?! Don't act like you care!" Yoongi push Jungkook back and the younger is scared. He was only left with a month before the horror event happen, and everything is becoming even worst.

"Can you do me a favor and just fucking leave me alone! God damn it!" Yoongi shout as he throw his phone against the wall. Jungkook flinched. He was trying so hard to hold himself in but Yoongi is physically violent and Jungkook is super scared. But he need to stop the older. He need to stop them from drifting apart. And without him realizign, Jungkook run toward Yoongi and grab his collar turning him to look at his face.

"Fuck off!" Yoongi shout as both of them were struggling to vent their feelings out to each other. Jungkook was not aware what is he doing. He feel like floating. All the voices is so far from him. Everything is spinning.

"Jungkook stop what are you doing!" Hoseok suddenly came in the view with Namjoon and Jin following panic.

Hoseok try to pull Yoongi away from Jungkook while Namjoon try to pull Jungkook away from Yoongi. Jin was just in the middle of them trying to detached Jungkook's and Yoongi's on each other.

"Yoongi stop!" Hoseok shout and both of them suddenly let go of the hold resulting both of them to fall on both side on the floor.

All of them are breathing heavily.

"Fuck you Jeon Jungkook." Yoongi said as he stand up and run away from the room.

"Hyung!" Hoseok shout Namjoon run toward him while Jin was just letting Jungkook go as the catch their breath.

"Nothing of this will happen if you don't date Taehyung!" Hoseok said and Jungkook look at him tired.

"I'm sorry...I didn't know what to do hyung... I love Tae hyung but not in that way! I just don't want to hurt him with rejection. I'm sorry! I just-"

"You are a bastard Jungkook." Out of nowhere Jimin walk in with angry face as Taehyung follow behind with head down as his bang covering his eyes.

"Hyung I-"

"You are the worst Jungkook. I fucking hate you. We. Are. Over!" Taehyung said as he walk out as Jimin follow his bestfriend but saying last words to Jungkook.

"I can't understand you. But if you hurt my friends, I can't do anything but to hate you." Jimin said and Jungkook just gasp.

"Hyung no don't leave me." Jungkook whisper tired.

"I'm done." Jin said before getting up and walk out from the room angry slamming the door and make Jungkook flinched.

Hoseok just sit there, and stare at Jungkook slump shoulder figure as the younger look down to the floor as his bang cover his face.

"Jungkook?Are you...alright?" Hoseok ask anxious.

"Hyung...please go run after Yoongi hyung... for me?" Jungkook said as his vouce sound hoarse.

"But I'm worried...about you..." Hoseok said and Jungkook lift up his ehad enough for Hoseok to see his smile.

"It's Yoongi that going to get hurt hyung.. Not me..." Jungkook whisper and Hoseok close his eyes as the fears that Yoongi will kill himself in a month. Hoseok stand up as he bring his heavy steps to the door, but he stop and turn back.

"Are you sure you don't want me to stay?" Hoseok ask worried.

'Please don't leave me too...'

"It's okay hyung, I can handle myself." Jungkook lied.

Hoseok stand for a minute battling with his decision before sighing out heavily and walk out from the room leaving Jungkook with the noise of the door click close and nothing more.

Jungkook just broke down crying.

Of course, nobody is going to stay. He is pathetic and useless and all he did is hurt people isn't it? Maybe if he really never exist, maybe Yoongi won't kill himself? Cause he feel like now he is the main reason why Yoongi want to kill himself. Cause he was such an annoying burden and he just keep making things worst.

Everything is so messed up and Jungkook want to feel pain. Anything that can help him ignore the feeling in his chest.

Jungkook bring himself up and walk out from the room leaving the dorm at this late alone, walking to wherever his feet takes him to.

Jungkook ended up getting beaten by drunk man in the side road out of the club after accidentally hit their shoulder while walking.

Instead of apologize, Jungkook glare as nothing really matter anymore. He don't feel like doing well in study. He don't feel like going to class anymore. Not like anybody there like him there. Everyone is just waiting for him to go.

The both guys hit the younger numerous time but Jungkook still want more despite the pain he feel through his whole body.

Yoongi walk back to the dorm after a drink together with Namjoon and Hoseok. He want to apologize to Jungkook for being a bastard for him all this time, but he was lost when he can't found Jungkook on his bed like usual. This is the first time ever, that Yoongi comes back to room at 3 am, and Jungkook wasn't in his bed sleeping.

Yoongi grew panic and he quickly check the bathroom to find nothing. Jungkook really isn't in the room.

He was trying to figure out where could the younger ever gone too this late at night. And his mind was distracted when he heard loud thunder outside and his heart grew anxious and his worries grew bigger.

'Jeon Jungkook where the fuck are you?'

Yoongi run out from the room to the nearby shops hoping Jungkook was somewhere eating ice cream or maybe drinking but not that drunk enough for someone to hurt him.

The rain start to pouring quite hard and Yoongi is having trouble to see.

But to no avail,Yoongi didn't manage to found Jungkook that night and the day after.

Because after that night, Jungkook just disappear.

'What is so wrong with me that everyone leave so easily?' Jungkook thought before passing out.

TO BE CONTINUE.
it's really going down guys and this story will got really depressive sad and you won't expect the ending really.. Im sorry if it is not the ending you expect it to be.