Her Hearts Desire, His Pleasure! (Sebastian IIL)Twist (Completed)

Matt's POV1

Since the airport in Boston, I can't get these women off my mind. I have been hanging out with them none stop "Okay" mostly Renee. She is amazing we really have an amazing connection, not to mention the sex is crazy good. 

She is beautiful sexy and so damn smart. her work ethic is amazing even while on vacation she is dedicated to working when needed. she has me on my knees enchanted with her. I know her BF was the one who started talking to me first and by god was she beautiful, completely amazed that someone so beautiful would be so damn down to earth and just walk up and talk to me or anyone so freely like shes' know you her whole life. 

I think that is what I like most about her, I felt like a jerk blowing her off when I saw her friend. I loved something about her that Idk I guess I like the women that are shy. But the more I get to be with them and hang with them the more I wonder if I made the right choice.  

To think that Renee isn't for me is stupid, however, I am used to being a playboy my brother and I always had more than one girl or parties of nothing but women at all times. I can't help but think of things that could be if I didn't blow her off. I feel like a shit head just thinking that. 

But Maria, Ahh Maria she has something In her I never knew I wanted. so now I'm torn on seeing her with Sebastian the richest guy in Dublin. yeah, he's cool and done to earth but I swear there is something off with him and if he hurts her or Renee Ill lay his ass out. 

I can't believe I call Renee angel and maria Princess. what is wrong with me. I normally use both for one woman. but, Princess was the first of the two to speak to me so it's only fitting for her. an angel she really is sweet and gentle like an angel. 

Im stuck loving both these women.  Renee is delicious and I don't wish to mess shit up by letting my dick speak for me. so, I won't be allowing my mixed feeling play out for me. I left that life behind after my ex and her death after my brother falls in love with my last co-worker best friend.  now that they have twins of there own I thought it best to take this new job adventure here in Dublin and it been the best thing In my life. 

I still get to do what I love and train kids and men or women at the gym when I'm not stuck in my own office and developing graphics for the clients. the last few years here I have just been cleaning up things in my life, not really dating anyone. 

Maria, coming up to me that day has changed everything. seeing her with him on the plane messed me up a little bit, but I can't be like this when I'm with her best friend. but then thinking that If I was and her BF with him still makes me feel the same. GOD Im greedy... I can't have both. 

The meet up on there day out, and Renee and I hanging out at the cottage had me rethinking everything. Then the Bar fight, shit Seb can fight I don't know if I could take him if ever I needed to say in the event he hurt the girls. but, I wouldn't back down. 

seeing him rigged and defending her, and that asshole saying the shit he was about her ass and how he touched it. Shit, If Seb didn't take him out I was about to. but, after that night I saw how he cares for her, taking us to his house hanging out we talked and it was clear that he was more than just into her. So, Im happy for them. my dick says otherwise but I push that aside. the old matt would have tried to play them be with both of them testing out the waters seeing who fit me better. who I can relate to better. but, seeing the girls fuck with our minds in the hot tub pretending to be kissing.. Damn, I damn near lost my fucking mind... I wanted to smack Seb and tell him we should get in there. but, hearing him groan out I think he would have ripped my arms off. keeping that thought to my self I just watched how they really looked to be making out. shit.. and when they turned around laughing showing us how or what they really did.. FUCK!!! I was not cool not cool at all. I wanted to be so mad, but it was well played..