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this is my first book I'm not sure if its good or not, I mean I like it. or I wouldn't be writing it.
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Sebastian and I have been in the hotel all night and now dawn is peeking. we got in a little after 11 pm. We talked we kissed with apologized and we talked some more before we didn't want to talk anymore and just being with each other in more ways than one.
Ahh, I already miss the night that has quickly passed. I just want to be in his arms again right now making love with him, doing it over and over. he's the only one who knows how to calm me love me and even just put me in another place altogether.
last night he told me my eyes glowed at him he chuckled and then said " I must have been super pissed about uber for my eyes to change the way they did" unable to hold back I laugh out in his arms throwing my head back arching in his arms on turning him on more.
"Baby, you are being far too sexy right now I'm going to take you again if you..." he stops and kisses my neck making me moan taking me again like he said he would.
Mmm! just that moment alone makes me want to wake him up and re-enact it.
Dawn is near the sun hasn't peaked yet but I lay here anyway in his arms keeping warm his naked body touching mine.
Our trip doesn't start until we feel like it, but we will have to be in Scotland at least by 5 pm there time so our hotel isn't canceled. Renee and I will be on a train at least by 3 pm considering the train is only a 1hr and half ride to where we need to go. I guess I was panicked over my trip seeing as how I didn't' know the details (I hadn't had time to really check it).
When Seb told me that I didn't have to leave til far later in the day then I had originally thought my anxiety lifted almost immediately, I hugged him so hard I think he popped in my arms.. well, he said I popped his back.
I don't know why? I have a son I need to get back to and the sooner this trip is over the faster I can get back to raising my baby and living my life. but, this man is "HAS" become a new factor and I don't want to walk away from him. I want our life to keep going like this yes, but more I want to wake up next to him, eat breakfast with him, dinner, go to sleep with him and do it all over again for as long as we can.
Go on vacations and more with my family and his together.
I don't think this was a chance, I think we were put together for a reason. A reason beyond what I know or have ever known. A chance at whatever this is and I feel it's worth the chance at having.
lost in my thoughts I feel Sebastian stir beneath me, his deep breath out and a little groan only makes me cuddle up closer to him caressing his chest with my hand running my fingers slowly and gently up his perfectly sculptured chest and back down his abs.
Hmm! he moans
I lean up softly kissing his jaw, then his neck and finally his chest. I don't want to wake him up, after all, we were up a little late he will need his rest because I have not intention on letting him go today all day, even if I miss my train. I can catch up with Renee later.
I cuddle up into his arms caressing him more soothing him back into sleep, allowing myself to drift in and out of sleep before my eyes finally shut I see dawn peak in I smile to myself and allow sleep to finally take hold.
