Her Hearts Desire, His Pleasure! (Sebastian IIL)Twist (Completed)

Ch 20 MATED

My eyes widened at his last question "Baby, are you pregnant?". All breath in my stopped, I hadn't felt like I was it's been what a month now I even had a period since we started but my next one I couldn't even think if it was going to start or had I missed it? this ran in my mind for what seemed days while I stared at him, his eyes glowing with a whole new glow to them, could he be wanting this "Pup" as he called or was he scared that I could be.  HOLY SHIT! I screamed inside my self wanting it, and not wanting it all at the same time.  he let my arms go letting them slide down the wall I slowly began to feel a calm sooth over me as he pressed into me kissing my neck no longer staring into me. I could feel his "Purr" like state wash over him as he began to run his hands over me and down my sides.  he sighed and then whispered to me

"everything is okay, love... we are safe here" 

placing his nose into my neck allowing me to lean into his cheek as he did it. I love it here, I have no idea what I was doing kissing Matt, but being with him although sweet and calming wasn't the same as being in Sebastian's arms.  he knew me every part of me and could literally talk me down from a tree "All my fears" he kept me grounded and this is all I wanted.  But those words through me back some. I didn't know how to reply, I wasn't sure and I sure didn't want to get a test and find out I wanted to just be surprised if I was. Or at least let my period show up or not before jumping this bridge. 

I sigh feeling his body pressed with mine against the wall and allowed that moment to just set in, We stayed there for what seemed to be hours, but could have only been a few minutes. Sebastian gently lifted me into his arms and kissed me leading me to what I thought would be the bedroom, but this time was the sofa in the center of the suits large living area as  he sat me down on his lap caressing me he moved my hair away from my neck and kissed me there before he leaned back and let me rest in his arms. 

I was antsy and wanted to know what we were doing here, he wasn't trying to have sex with me after literally fighting what had to of been the hottest disagreement we have ever had or seemed like it, and we weren't still fighting. At this point, I was a little confused. As if he pulled the plug on us we just sat in each other's arm. 

"Sebastian, what are we doing here?" I ask softly not to reck the moment we were being given. 

"Just sitting, baby... I'm taking this moment with you to digress whats happened and just enjoy us for a moment," he told me

"Okay," I whispered back and sat there with him taking it all in. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I leaned back with him closing my eyes resting my head between his shoulder and jawline as I gave him gentle kisses before resting my head down again not moving for a while we found our selves lingering here until we had fallen asleep in each other's arms.  The end of this day had been a trying one to say the lease. Sebastian's morning meeting, my almost kidnapping attempt, Matt's kiss, and our fight. "Shit" what the hell kind of day is that for anyone I thought to myself, I mean I had a great morning to myself and enjoying what I was able to see, but after the event that unfolded, I just couldn't think of one more thing. 

except that my eyes changed once again and now the idea of a "PUP" really a pup is just weird we are humans, not wolves but I get it, he changes so only makes sense he would use that word.  We have a lot to digest, my days were going to be even shorter here in Scotland leaving only the days ahead in London. Sebastian and I would be back to our own lives soon enough, but what about our lives now as part of each other. How was this going to end? 

+++++++++++++ the next day and half+++++++++++

Sebastian and I adventured out to see some site the following morning after we had just nestled in bed enjoying the comfort of each other, he didn't leave my side the whole time and when Renee and I needed a moment to talk things over he stayed near just in case " within eyes sight",  Matt was there too and it looked like the guys worked out their issues and Matt and Renee seemed good again. Renee and I actually ended up laughing at her antics kissing Sebastian, although she agreed he had soft lips he never kissed her back and it left her puzzled and so she just improvised she felt bad using him to get to me, but her antics were quite sad only making us laugh at it all over again apologizing at the same time for what had happened, the flying out beforehand, the scare and kissing of others and the lack of time we have really had together.