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Medicate it away Sal Fisher x HeartBroken!Reader

Hey guys, this fic is a very serious fic that hit close to my heart. I've dealt with these heart breaks, and it's a horrible sickening feeling. Those who are sensitive shouldn't read this one, but those who aren't enjoy!

This fic is based on the song above, it's one by a youtuber gabbie hanna and she really gets the pain i feel xD

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Reader's P.o.v

I sit up in bed the numbing tingling pain running through my body, I want to puke the moment I open my eyes. My limbs feel so heavy it's hard to even get up from bed, forcing myself from under the covers I walk out of my room to my window staring at the dreary dark skies, rain pouring down by the buckets. I remember when I used to love the rain, that was so long ago now. I pull my oversized t shirt I use as a nightgown off my body tossing it to the ground, my expression is dull and empty. I walk back to my room opening a dresser, I pull out a long sleeved gray sweater and some dark blue leggings along with some underwear. My lips pursed into a thin line thinking about the color blue it's just like him, walking out of my room I pass the mirror hanging on the wall. I look at myself as I walk by, my sunken in dark eyes so empty and broken. Opening the bathroom door I reach into the shower turning it on dropping my clothing on the edge of the bathroom counter, stepping into the steaming hot water ignoring the burning sensation.

I pick up a bar of soap and begin scrubbing myself, why do I even bother getting up anymore there isn't any point to it. I'll just face the same world I hate, the same things that kill me inside. It isn't his fault it's like this, but I really can't stand seeing him anymore. Every time I see him with her I feel vomit bubble up in the back of my throat, the acidic burn is absolutely disgusting. I drop the soap back on its tray, turning off the water I step out of the shower not even bothering to dry myself off before getting dressed. I open the vanity pulling out some makeup, I carefully cover my dark circles and add some blush to make my cheeks look rosy. I look like my old self, I've gotten so good it's hard to even tell if I am wearing make up or not. Closing up the make up I put it away closing the vanity, walking out of the bathroom I grab my shoes slipping them on. I don't bother with food anymore, I'll just puke it up when I get to school if I do eat.

Picking up my book bag I put on a fake bright smile, I can't let him worry as much as he's killing me inside I don't want him to feel guilty. I open my door stepping out into the hallway closing my door behind myself, just as he comes out of his apartment. I walk to the elevator stepping inside, he soon steps in beside me pressing the first floor button. He messes with the umbrella sitting in his hand, a lovely blue color just like his eyes. "Good morning (Y/n)" I feel my heart lurch in my chest when he says my name, it's so bitter I wish I could just make him stop saying it. "Good morning Sal, how are you today?" I can tell he's smiling under his mask, I've gotten excellent at reading his emotions over the years of knowing him. He doesn't truthfully know how well I can read him, I can tell even if the slightest thing is wrong. "I am great, me and Ash are going to the movies tonight and it's going to be fantastic!" God I hate that fucking girl, her name makes me want to punch the nearest wall until my hands are broken and bleeding.

I continue to smile just the same though, the facade is the only thing keeping our lives normal. I don't want things to change, I love him so much I don't want to let go of us. "I think I might finally try to kiss her tonight, I am so nervous about it though" I instantly want to start sobbing hearing him say that, I don't want him to kiss her. My smile twitches wavering slightly, I turn my gaze away, so he can't see. The bitter vile has already come up my throat filling it with that same rancid taste I've become accustom to, why did he have to fall in love with her? Why couldn't it have been me, she's not everything he makes her out to be. "Good for you, good luck with that" Before he can speak again the elevator doors open, I quickly walk out rushing outside of the building. I've made it known I like to keep on schedule, an absolute lie but a good excuse to escape him when I need to.