N.M.Es

9

Taehyung is speaking

I am walking in my old house. The one in which I grew up with mommy, Yebi and this monster. Except that the house's empty, dark and destroyed. I can hear screams

"NO ! PLEASE I'M SORRY ! PLEASE I LOVE YOU... P-please... I-I beg of y--"

*gunshot*

I gasp. I remember that scene clearly. These were Yebi's last words... But this was not Yebi's voice. It was... Jungkook's. Wait what? J-Jungkook !? I run towards the voice and I see a silhouette which back is facing me, a gun in this person's hands. I look at the corpse lying in a pool of blood. Jungkook. The scene unfolding in front of me is exactly what happened nine years ago... Except that this time Jungkook is in Yebi's place. I scream and run to Jungkook but the person that shot him turns around and my blood turns cold when I see it is myself.

"It's your fault. You tore him apart. You wished his death ? Wish granted."

Says the other Me bluntly.

"He was a fag, a fatass hobo, a son of a bi--OOF"

I stab him with a knife that I took on the table. One stab. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven... I can't stop.

"THIS stab IS stab ALL stab YOUR stab FUCKING stab FAULT stab DIE stab YOU stab MOTHERFUCKER stab stab stab !!!"

Once my colne's body falls on the ground lifeless, I stumble towards Jungkook's lifeless body and collapse next to him while panting. I caress his cheek and look at him fondly while crying. His face is teary and his expression shows so much emotions. Negative ones. Fear, sadness, pain...

"Jungkook. I'm sorry. I am so sorry. I swear on everything that's important to me. I love you so much. I will join you.."

I say before stabbing my own chest in the left side, where my heart is situated. I see black instantly since it's too painful for me to stay conscious.

"AEHYUNG!!"

Huh ? What ?

"TAEHYUNG WAKE UP !"

Narrator is speaking

Taehyung shots up in his hospital bed while panting. Tears falling non stop. Namjoon and Hoseok immediately run to him to give him water. He drinks a little bit.

"You were sobbing what were you dreaming about ?" Hoseok asks with worry.

"N-nightmare.." Taehyung croaks.

"Again ? Wow it's been like the 5th time in two days. This is getting alarming don't you think Namjoon ?" Hoseok says while the other nods his head.

"W-where i-is Yoongi a-and J-Jimin ?" The youngest in this room asks.

"Well.. After the incident Jimin fainted so he was brought to the hospital and someone had to go with him so we could know if any damages were caused. We chose randomly and Yoongs finally went with him." Explains Namjoon.

"And how is he ?"

The two hyungs look at each other uneasily.

"Well... He's gone nuts. He's pretty mad.." Hoseok answers finally after 5 minutes of silence.

"I want to see him."

"I'm afraid it is not possible for now.. He.. Actually Yoongi mentioned something about amnesia then remembering everything.." Namjoon tries to remember with difficulty.

Taehyung freezes.

"H-he remembers everything !?" He stutters while feeling his hairs rising.

"Yup ! Why do you look like you're shitting yourself ?" Hoseok mocks.

"Hyungs I did a really, really bad thing.." Taehyung says as he starts crying out of guilt and regret.

"Aigoo shhh don't cry Tae we're here.." His hyungs try to comfort him. "Tell us what happened."

The younger proceeds. By the time he finishes telling the story, his hyungs sigh while shaking their heads in disapproval.

"Tae, we get that your past was horribly bad but this thing with Jungkook went overboard. You've taken this way too far !" Namjoon exclaims.

"Speaking of Jungkook.. Where is he please don't tell me he died. Please.. Otherwise I'll just kill myself. I want to stop that. All of that." Taehyung says weakly still crying.

For what feels like a thousand times, both hyungs exchange uneasy glances.
But this time Taehyung is not having it.

"WHERE IS HE!?" He asks stressed to the max while getting up.

"First of all calm down and lay down. You need rest. Secondly, Jungkook he... Well let's say... He's between life and death." Says Hoseok.

"I want to see him. I want to be in the same bedroom as him.. please." Taehyung once again begs miserably while his eyes are dropping because of tiredness.

"We'll see what we can do about that.. But for now try to sleep."

The younger nods and drifts to sleep in a second after muttering a small 'sorry Kookie'.

Once their dongsaeng is asleep, the hyungs get out of the room and meet with Yoongi in the hospital's corridor The latter just left Jimin who won't stop crying next to Jungkook's bed.

"Hey Yoongs so what's up ?" Namjoon says while fist bumping him.

The older sighs. "Well he won't stop crying while saying sorry to Jungkook. I had to prevent him from killing Taehyung in his sleep and from jumping out of a window. This guy's fucking crazy."

They all sigh.

"Poor Jungkook tho. I've always heard about his sad past. Which explained why he always looked so depressed. Now I can't help but feel guilty. If only I had tried to befriend him instead of ignoring him and letting Taehyung bully him.. If only I could turn back time and just.. Be there for him.." Hoseok sighs with guilt.

"I know right. He wouldn't have jumped if somebody was here for him. He was alone in a shitty life." Namjoon mutters with regret.

"Yeah and you know Jimin explained everything to me, Taehyung did very bad. He took advantage of Jimin's amnesia to make him hate Jungkook. He took Jungkook his only friend and possibly his only source of happiness. Yoongi says while shaking his head in disappointment before adding

"Anyways. To recap, the current situation is pretty critical. Jimin wants to murder Taehyung and kill himself out of guilt. Taehyung wants to kill himself too if Jungkook dies. Jungkook's in coma. The thread #WeAreSorryJungkook is trending #1 on all the social networks cause the whole college feels guilty and shocked about what happened. The principal has decided to organize a meeting about all of this. Damn." Yoongi says.

"Well this is going to be complicated.." They say.