N.M.Es

29

"HEY LOOK AT THAT LONELY FATASS."

Jungkook looks at a crumpled paper.
'Kill yourself fatass'

"LET GO OF ME IMMA KILL HIS FAT ORPHAN ASS"

Fat

Fat

You're fat

A fat pig

A fucking fatass pig.

Don't you think that your PERFECT boyfriend will be ashamed to say that he is dating a guy that looks like Peppa Pig's father ?

Lose weight or your dear Taehyungie hyung won't love you anymore.

Don't you think that your worldwide handsome eomma will be ashamed to say that a fatass like you is somehow linked to his flawless self ?

Lose weight or Jin hyung will be disgusted by you and leave you for good.

Do you think your friends would like to see such a disgrace everyday ?

Lose weight or you'll end up alone.

Do you think your parents are proud to see that their son is unhealthy and fat ?

Lose weight or you'll be a disappointment to them and their hard work.

Narrator is speaking

Jungkook wakes up in panick and looks at Taehyung. He checks the clock. It is 7am, Taehyung is still sleeping deeply and soundly.

He has been with the older for six months now. Everything was going smoothly during the 3 first months apart from the fact that his nightmares never stopped.

But now, for the 3 last months, weird things have been happening to Jungkook like hearing a voice that tells him how fat and ugly he actually is in his dreams or when he is awake. As much as he would like to talk about this to Taehyung, Jungkook decides not to. The two main reasons being :

1) The fashion week is approaching so he does not want to add more stress and pression for both Taehyung and him. Especially considering the fact that both of them are exhausted by the fashion week's preparations.

2) They are so happy when they are together that Jungkook fears the idea of seeing the older sad or worried because his post-traumatic conditions are giving him a hard time. Knowing Taehyung, he is going to put his whole life choices into question and overthink as hell. Jungkook surely doesn't want that.

So he stays quiet and ignores his problems. He tries to handle his nightmares like the big boy he is. But of course, whenever he has very horrible dreams, clinging onto Taehyung (who automatically cuddles him even while sleeping) is awlways the best solution. Because he feels protected. So that's what he does. However the voice's words have successfully got to Jungkook's head in some months.