N.M.Es

21

         It is midnight. Jungkook, who wants to be alone, calls an uber to get home. His mind is a whole jungle and he feels like dying. Old depressive emotions are coming back to him and he doesn't like it one bit. Why did these guys have to come back and ruin his life once again ? Just when he was determined to start a new life and be happy. He is confused. So he decides to google his own name. As he does so, he finds several articles about a bullying case :

"Jeon Jungkook, the teenager who committed suicide due to bullying at his college."

He tries to read as much articles as he can to try and remember anything from his past. He saw videos of him getting dragged by Taehyung in the college's cafe. He saw videos of him puking. He saw videos of him throwing himself out of a window on YouTube. He feels like throwing up. He is disgusted. Is that his past life ? In this case is it worth remembering ? He orders the uber to stop even though they are halfway home. He gets out of the car and throws his phone on the ground while sobbing. He needs air. Therefore he decides to walk his way home in order to calm down.

Seokjin looks at the time on his clock. 1am. And Jungkook still hasn't returned. He is getting worried even though he is still angry at the younger for his betrayal. As he switches his phone on to call the younger, the front door opens. Jungkook enters silently.

All his worry morphs into anger as Seokjin turns the light on.

"The contest was supposed to end 2 hours ago what took you so long ?? I was freaking worried for nothing !" He scolds.

Jungkook is speaking

"I..." That's right Jin hyung doesn't know about what happened after he left.

"I'm sorry I didn't see that it was late..." I say as look down at my feet so he doesn't see my red puffy eyes.

Hyungs just sighs. He is disappointed. That's what I hate the most. I don't want to disappoint hyung. He is really the most important person to me.

"I can't deal with you acting like an egoistic brat Jungkook !"

Oh wow. Now he's being a tiny bit unfair.

"I said I am sorry ! You don't need to add drama ! Plus I am a grown ass man. I'm freaking 21 !" I say as I start to boil.

"Yah drop that tone and don't you dare speaking to me that way you ungrateful being. How could I not see how selfish you are ? So disappointing. I thought you were a nice guy but no ! Just because you're fucked up doesn't mean you have to fuck my feelings up !" He adds.

Ok now I am seriously hurt. But what does he mean ? I look at him.

"What are you talking about ??" I ask.

"Oh don't act innocent now. How long have you and RM been together and WHEN did you plan to tell me you and him were a thing from the start ??" He says angrily.

"B-but there's nothing between him and I !" I squeak.

"LIAR !" Jin hyung shouts making me flinch.

"I saw the way he looked at you. I saw you two KISS and HUG !!" He screams as he steps closer to me while I take some steps back.

"No no no it wasn't what you think ! Wait- did you spy on me ?" I say.

"Don't try to change the fucking topic ! You knew I felt something for him yet you still KISSED him you sl--"

He stops as he realizes what he was just about to say. It feels like time just stopped. I look at him with tears in my eyes.