Desire Of The Soul

Chapter 14

•••••••••••Marissa's point of veiw••••••••••••••••••••

The last thing I remember was a pair of faint headlights. I open my eyes barely because the light was so bright. I see faces swarmed above me. I see Spencer's, Emily's, Aunt Jen's, Derek's. "Marissa, please wake up." I heard the plea of Spencer's voice. "Hey, Hey no crying." I laughed half heartedly. I opened my eyes fully and saw the whole team sitting around the room. "Why am I here, how long have I been here?" I looked to Spencer's water chocolate brown eyes. "You were in a very bad car accident and you have been here 6 days. We caught the unsubs and as soon as your cleared for flying we are leaving." His voice rough most likely from crying. "Spencer come here." I say as I try to sit up. "Oh. My. God. That hurts." I spit out Spencer sits in the car closet to my hospital bed. "You're going to hurt for quite sometime sweetheart. Seeing as your spine was severally compressed in the accident, you should be better in about 9 weeks, but you have to be in a wheelchair." I stared at him, I didn't care if I was going to be in a wheelchair for 9 weeks. I wanted alone time with Spencer. "Realizing I could've died I would like some alone time with this one."I say as I jerk my hand towards Spencer. "We will leave for 15 minutes." Aunt Jen says as they all clear out of the room. "I'm so glad your okay-" I stop his continuous flow of words but swiftly pressing my lips to his, "I can't, Marissa" He puts his head down. "Why can't you Spence.?" He shakes his head...... "Something happened that you might kill her for." He looked so ashamed. "What happened-?" He stopped me "She kissed me and it was like full on and I tried to stop it but she was persist." He cowered when I sat up ignoring the stabbing pain in my back. "Get me in that chair now!" I demanded. He helps me into the wheelchair, I wheel into the waiting room where Ashley Sever was. I wheeled up to her and she gave me a smartass smirk. "You bitch, he's my boyfriend not yours so why when I was in the hospital did you make your move on him?" She crouched down to my height now. "Honey, you were almost dead, I would've gotten him in the end anyway. I decided Why Not now." My heart monitor started going crazy, and I felt the rest of the team staring at me and Ashely. "Spencer what have you gotten yourself into?" Derek asked him. "I have no clue." He shakes his head. "Now girls, Calm down before Marissa attacks Sever and we all end up in the hospital." Hotch said but was ignored......My heart monitor was beeping so fast and loudly that I saw the nurse come and try and wheel me back. In start yelling and screaming....I felt the shot go into my arm and the room went dark,

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When I wake up. Spencer is the only one in the room. "Where's everyone else?" I ask him as I stuggle to sit up. He gets up and helps me. "Thank you." I say out of breath. He looks down and his hands, he won't look directly at me. "Spence? Spill it." He put his hands on the back of his neck. "D-d-do you h-hate me?" I give him a sad look and sigh. "Spencer, I could never hate you, I don't blame you for what happened to me or with Ashley. I should blame Emily for the accident, but I don't because I could've died. I want to get over that. Forgive Forget right." I manage a laugh but it sends pain through my whole body. "I'm so sorry Marissa, I blame myself for it. I saw the headlights but I couldn't get to you fast enough. It killed me so much, they put me on suicide watch. I w-was afraid of losing you because I love you." He finished just as the nurse came in to change the IV in my arm. There was a knock on the door. "Come in" I coughed. It was the rest of the team. "Marissa, how you feeling?" Hotch asked. "How would you feel if you had been in an accident and have to be in a wheelchair for 9 weeks?" He laughdd nervously. "Right sorry we came to tell you that you've been cleared for travel, but instead of flying you and Reid are going to drive it will be better for you than flying." I nodded. "I'm fine with driving, I like the scenery." Hotch nodded. "Well, JJ, Sever, Prentiss help the girl into some real clothes and into her new best friend for 8 weeks." Rossi joked. The rest of the team left but the girls. "I'm sorry." Emily and Ashley said at the same time. "Emily and Ashley I don't hate either of you." I said quietly, they nodded and handed me my bags as Aunt Jen helped me put on some real clothes. Sweatpants and a big sweater. They helped me into my new best friend of 9 weeks. I wheeled into the waiting room where everyone was. "Well I'm ready to go." Aunt Jen hugged me and Spencer wheeled me to the car where we bid fairwell to the rest of the team. Spencer put my chair in the seat and helped me into the passenger seat. We pulled out of the ER loop.