Everything was going wrong, it was so sad. I didn't know how to stop this person or even if I could. I was terrified by the thought of someone in my family getting murdered because of me. Spence just rubbed my back and told me everything was going to be okay.
"No Spencer it's not going to be okay. Don't you see two of us has to die. Its going to be me and one of you." My voice breaks as I yell at him softly.
"It will be fine. They have leads and are following them as soon as they can, but its kinda hard having to work this case and protect us." I sigh in defeat knowing he's right. I try and move but get no where.
"I hate this goddamn chair." I say jumping up from it. Spencer just stared at me as I held my balance and stood there. Garcia opened a door and looked at me.
"Spencer is this really happening?" I walk over to the bed and fall onto it. I sigh. "I found something, a DNA stand on one of the the notes." She smiles.
"Cool good for you." I whine. I feel the bed dip and someone sit next to me.
"We've got the guy May." Garcia whispers as she pats my head.
"Great now can everyone leave." I say wanting some time alone. Spencer goes to the lobby with Garcia. I slam the bathroom door shut and look around in the cupboards until I found what I was looking for. I stared at myself.
Why are you living?
You're worthless
Everyone including Spencer would be better off without you
Just kill yourself.
Fat.
Ugly.
All these thoughts raced through my head and when I couldn't take it I dragged the blade over my skin. Hissing at the pain. I continued to do this until the world faded into darkness.
Spencer
I opened the door to the bathroom. She was done yelling and screaming, but when I walked in and saw her on the floor bleeding it scared the shit out of me. On the mirror in red lipstick was a note.
Spencer I'm sorry, I couldn't live with myself anymore.
I love you
I ran over to her and there was nothing no pulse or anything.
"Garcia get in here I need an ambulance." I yell and moments later they rush up putting a mask on her and taking her to the ambulance. I sat down and hit my head against the cupboard under the sink. Why did I leave her alone. Morgan and Emily stood in the doorway.
"You had one job Reid, keep her safe and you failed." Emily looks at me her face mixed with sadness and disapproval.
"Out." I say to both of them.
"What?" Morgan asks.
"Get the fuck out now." I say slightly louder. They get out leaving me alone in sadness and darkness.
What are you going to do with that girl? I think before letting myself sleep.
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Its short I know, I just ran out of ideas, I wanted to update so I knew something together. Next chapter will be longer I promise.
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Desire Of The Soul
FanfictionCURRENTLY BEING REVISED! Have you ever been told "everything happens for a reason", that's what everyone was telling Marissa Jareau when she moved to Quantico, Virginia to live with her aunt after her parents were murdered. Little did she know she w...
