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Sooo I really need feed back on this book so far. jahseh- you still a real one from the beginning till now. Thank you so much💕

I know "Love Triangle is getting slow updates but i'll work on it more once I finish this one.

I still don't know how long it will be but may be till chapter twenty five or thirty.

Plus if the book is abit closed up just know it's kind of difficult writing this in an American setting. I have never been to America myself so just understand.

If I do ever come to America though the first place I wonna visit is Xxxtentacion's memorial (if its even called that lol) I just want to pay my respect personally to the fallen rapper. I became an X fan late 2016 and I never regretted it.  I couldn't even pronounce his name right by then. When he died I cried a whole river not believing it.

All in Jahseh may not be here but his legacy leaves on. He left a son behind who am sure will get alot of support from the people that valued Jahseh.

Its always gonna be #LLJ

Now back to the story

Jahseh
I yawned stretching my body realising I was in my bed in my room. I stayed still going through my thoughts. My head was jumbled and my thoughts foggy.

"Oh you are up Mr. Onfroy."someone said catching my attention. It was a middle aged woman sitting on a chair at the corner of my room. She had glasses on and her hair was pulled back in a tight bun. I scrunched up face propping my body on my elbows. Who was she and why was she watching me like a hawk.

"Uh...who are you?"I asked sitting up. She uncrossed her legs and sat up starting.

"I am Margaret Willows. I am your personal nurse and I will be watching over you 24/7."she said in a monotone voice. The fuck I need a nurse for? I sat up completely. Gazzy is really doing the most right now.  The woman was watching my every move creeping me out.

"Should I get you breakfast?"she asked in the same dry voice. She looked like gecko to be honest. Her lips were so thin and her light skin was even scarier. She wore black too and I doubt she knows what a smile is. My whole body shuddered looking at her.

I now remember I ran away to go to that ski concert. Maybe thats why Gazzy got me a nurse to watch him. I'll just go and apologize to him. I do not need a nurse. Especially her. I shook my head getting up. I planned on going to speak to Gazzy about this but first I need to use the bathroom.

I went to the bathroom finishing my business. I washed my hands then brushed my teeth. I walked back to the room seeing the woman still on the same position I left her in now watching me. She is seriously creeping me out. I shook my head going towards the door.

"Where are you going Mr. Onfroy."the woman asked. I raised my eyebrows.

"This is my house. I do not have to explain anything to you."I said opening the door.  I walked into the hallway only for her to follow me.
I rolled my eyes speed walking to Gazzy's room and closing the door behind me. I found him and Omar talking. They stopped and looked at me.

"Finally you are awake." Omar said sighing. Gazzy said nothing he just faced away from me.

"Gazzy i'm sorry I went to that concert without your permission. I won't do it again I promise. Just get rid of the nurse. I don't need one plus this one is creeping me the fuck out."I said in my pleading voice . He still faced away from me. "Gazzy..........stop ignoring me please...li whined.

"You chose to disobey me Jahseh. I warned about going to that concert but you didn't lusten to me. Now this are the conseauences. You showed everyone I wasnt capable of taking care of you so now the nurse will do it. You brought this upon yoursrlf. If only you had listened."he said all this stoll facing awwy from me. I scrd the back of my head.

"Gazzy I said o was sorry. It wont happen again. I just really wanted to see ski and you wouldn't let me so did what I had to. I wasn't even supposed get sick that time i just...."my voice trailed off as I remembered the events of that night. "I saw Omar and Jordan on stage then yoi showed up in the crowd..... wait what were you and Jordan doing up here anyway omar?"I asked.

"Jordan and I are rappers Jahseh. We work with Ski."he saod shocking me. Okay that explains it.

"But tell me somthing hpw comes Ski mask knows my name? He called by my name just before I passed out." Now I remember. Gazzy and Omar exchanged a look.

"We cant tell you all that Jah."Gazzy said said making me frown.

"Why?"

"For once just listen to me! You have no idea what I went through three days ago Jahseh. Sto-" Omar cut Gazzy off by covering his mouth. He just started crying. I frowned.

"You never tell me anything. May be if you tell me things I wouldn't wonna know so bad. You treat me as if am a child. I can take care of myself!"am so sick of this.

"Can you really? You know what just get out."he said facing away from me.

"Fine."i huffed leaving the room. There were so many questions in my mind. So many gaps! I can't I remember? I want to remember.

"Mr. Onfroy calm down. You are panicking!"the nurse's eerie voice came to my ears.

"Stay away from me."I backed away from her running down stairs and into the garden. I need some air. I sat down under a tree closing my eyes." God please I can't go on living in the darkness like this. Help me remember. Please.....I just wonna know who I"I cried silently. All this was over whelming.

I suddenly felt eyes on me. Someone was watching me. I opened my eyes looking around. At first I didn't notice anyone but after looking around for awhile I saw a figure in a hoodie. I sat up becoming alarmed. The person removed the hoodie. I narrowed my eyes wiping my tears.

Kimetrius

"Jahseh! Where are you?"I heard Jordan calling. I looked back and saw him, Symere and Taymor walking towards me. They couldn't see me though. I turned again finding Kimetrius looking at me. He gestured for me to follow him.

"Jah? Jahseh?" Symere begun to yell too. If I need to know about my past life may be Kimetrius can help me. He was my ex after all . I took a deep breath. Ignoring my friends calling and the funny weird feeling in my stomach,I followed Kimetrius into the woods.

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