Insanely in Love

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Ghost POV

John hugs Phillip, so badly wishing he could talk to him and that Phillip would hear him..but he cant, he  just has to hope that Phillip lives on.. He could tell Phillip was starting to trust the asylum, which is..both good and bad. Ya'see, John had a messed up relationship with medicines and hospitals in general. But..atleast Phillip was alive. 

"Im such a failure as a parent.."

"Oh, John...no, your not.."

"I LEFT him Alex!"

"I left him to! Remeber? I f*cking died too!"

"You dont get him like I do! He is my kid! MY KID."

"Was he not mine either?! I cared about him like a real son, he WAS a real son!"

"Alex!! you know thats not what I meant!"

"What the hell did you mean then!? I know you had him with Francis..but, that doesnt make him any less of ours.."

"I-I dont know..I dont know what I meant Alex! Im just crazy..I did this to him, I put him threw the abuse,  I could have protected him better, I could ahve fought harder.."

"hey..its ok, we are trying..from the other side, but trying."

Thats when they noticed Phillip was asleep. Asleep..

"DREAMS!"

"What?"

"Its risky..but we can try and communicate to him via his dreams"

"Its risky..but we can try,  Its even harder when hes drugged up though"

"I know..I just..need to talk to him, even if its the last time."

"Okay."

Phillips Dream

Phillip PoV

I wake up, in my room..or cell, as I call it, of course. Where else would I wake up at? Home? Thats when the door opens, I expect it to be Peggy or Theodosia. But its not..its someone much different..

"DAD! POPS!" I hug them, so tightly

it feels so real..

"Phillip!"They said smiling, all of us crying.

"B-But..I thought you were dead..?"

"um..its a miracle..?" Pops said awkwardly. I dont believe in miracles, but, maybe this would change that.

"Oh your so big now! Your all grown up..Im so sorry I missed you growing up, Phillip.." Dad was sobbing and I countinued to hug him tightly.

"No! No ! Dont be sorry dad..please dont be!..d-does this mean I can go home? With you guys? Live a semi-normal life again!?" I got excited, to excited. to soon.

They looks at each other.

"Soon, Phillip." Pops said, I could tell he was hiding something..but lets be happy right now.

Thats when they started to fade..

"Phillip? Sweet heart time for meds.."

it sounds like Theodosia..

"DAD? POPS WHATS HAPPENING?"

"Im so sorry my son, we'll see you on the other side.."

the last thing I see is John breaking down..

Thats when I wake up.

Back to reality..

"Darling?"

"mhh.."

"Hey, just gotta give you some meds and food, then you can go right back to sleep, ok?"

"Y-yea..where did they go?

"Who?"

"Dad..Pops..thye were right here, they said we were going home soon!" I smile and she frowns..

"Oh Phillip..playing with those toys again? Your 20, babes, You need to stop and accept they are gone. Dead. Not coming back."

"no.."

"IM sorry Phillip.."

Normally, Id go crazy..Spill and destroy the meds, hit and punch but..She sits next to me, I easily take all the medicines..and then cry into her chest..I trust her, IM ok. Im safe with her.

"let it all out, love.."

I do. I tell her whats wrong with me, I tell the truth, things I didnt even tell aunt Peggy.

I tell her things I didnt even tell viewer nurses, who assign most medicines and Im supposed to tell everything to, i told her them. she smiles..

Ive fallen into this hell holes trap..