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Hate..
Hate
Hate

That's all I can think. Is how much I absolutely hate this place. I want normal friends,  I want a normal life. A girlfriend or boyfriend maybe? Someone to actually love me and I love back?

That'd be nice.. I sigh putting my head to the hard wall,  maybe if I bash my head to the wall hard enough, I'll see my dad's again. That's all I can hope. Why can noone understand...why cant I be like other kids...I'm normal...Arent I? If your parents died..you'd wanna be with them right? Think about that, just think truly and deeply about that. You'd want to join them.

I curl up in my bed, hugging stuffiness close to my chest. I've been here for far to long...the meds aren't working for me anymore, I tell Theo they do! I'm sOoo happy, but I'm not. The happy pills dont work.

Sorry it's short but I needed to write and I'm not quite sure how to start my new book yet-

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