Insanely in Love

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Now to the present

Phillip

Ive been here in the mental hospital for a few months now, they havent officially assinged me a nurse quite yet as they are short staffed. So everyday I get a new nurse, or one that Ive seen a few times before. But none of them care about me. I can hear it in there tired, dead voices. Its the same robot voice.

"How are you feeling today?"
Or
"what are your motives?"

things similar to those. Like I said tho, they dont care. They prescribe me the same stuff anyway, they dont listen to what I say. I could care less about an asigned nurse tho. It makes me feel out of place, which, here is a good thing. Im not crazy.
Im not crazy..
Im not crazy
Im not crazy!

I suddenly start miniacally laughing while kicking and punching the hard concrete wall. I punch and laugh and smile repeating the words til Im bleeding and it hurts and Im sore, then punch and kick some more.

Suddenly, a new nurse, or one Ive never seen before and I immediately knew..I messed up. She called in a few nurses from the hallway and they pull me away from the wall and place me on my bed. when she touches me I immediately tense up and freak out, I start hyperventilating while she tries to calm me.

Flashback

"YOU WORTHLESS CHILD!"

was screamed at me, whole my dad, struggled to try and move to save me. He was crying, bleeding. I hate Francis, I will NEVER consider him a dad.

He throws a bottle at me before picking me up forcefully and holding me down on the couch, whole he hits me repeatedly.

Flashback over

Im sobbing. Im in a trance, I dont see the nurses I see Francis, I see the livingroom where many bad memories were held, where my dad was crying and screaming begging him to not hurt me.

"nO! NO NO NO NO NO!" I kick AnD n scream and cry.

"Please! Please help me! D-dad....! DAD!"

"Phillip, shhh...hey its ok! Shh.."

She injects me with some sort of medicine..and then nothing.

SkIP

next thing you know Im in arm cuffs. Away..from..my stuffies..my turtle! My bird! The things that hold my memories. I freak out.

"Wh-where are they!?"

" Heyy..shhshh..Phillip, its ok. Your safe here. "

Peggy stands near me with the new nurse..

Theodosia

Is what her nametag says, on the other side.

I calm down when I see Peggy and she pulls out my stuffies though I cannot hold them. I feel safe knowing they are still here. I breath slowly.

"Wh-what.. happened?"

"We are not sure, this is not new to us but.. We do not know what is happening to you"

I sigh. Maybe i am crazy.