Chapter 20

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Here's a little shorter chapter with a little surprise~.



Xanda's P.O.V


Leaving Y/n was hard, I'd skip school to take care of my little feisty rabbit, but I don't want to draw any suspicion. Throwing on my clothes, Making mine and Y/n's breakfast hiding things, locking doors I finally go to the boring school as most would call 'hell'. Before meeting Y/n, I grew  bored and found violence and music pasted my time quicker.

   Upon my arrive, the scent of rain and nature filled my senses, slutty dress school girls looking for a good time was another thing I used to past my time, yet it bored me. Slipping my cold hands into my pocket, foot moving through the schools court yard I couldn't help but here a few 'things'


   "Do you Xanda Killed Y/n?! or even kidnapped?" 

   "I heard Y/n ran away"  "Awww~ I would so love to bang him before he went!"

  Disgusting

   "That fucking pricks gone, Never liked the fel" don't listen just walk.

  Speeding up my pace, I nearly started to run into the classroom. I find my desk and literally throw my bag at the wall and plopped down, Earphones now placed in blaring music. As the minutes pasted by, students started to pile up, each giving me strange looks? What something on my fucking face bitch?

   "All right class" A female teacher around her mid twenties appears. "Well, Welcome back Xanda...." 

And because this class was math. I zoned out and instead think of Y/n's voice and the way everything was before anything twisted happened. 

   The gloomy sky felt comforting as I sat against a willow tree. The sky crying tears as my body soaked it up as I placed with the pocket knife in my pocket, letting out a sigh. Just when I was relaxed, two females come towards me. Brave of you to approach me.

   "The fuck you want?" I could see them shiver.

   "U-Um...Is it true, did you kill Y/n? did you kidnap him? did you slice him up and eat him?!!!!" Greeeeeeeeaaaaaaat...wait what!!!.

   "No, the fuck would I do that to my missing friend?!" I sigh and stand up. "Listen here girls, Stay away from me, don't talk to me unless you know what your getting your self into" With that being said, I ditched, hating this day, Y/n made me feel so happy but now, this school deserves to burn down or explode.



Y/n's P.O.V

 The door to my prison opens and the guard walks through, smiling so fondly at me. 

   "Hey...I'm back" Xanda leans his toned body against the door...did I just..

  Flipping the page of my novel, Meeting X's eye I slowly close my book. 

   "I can see that X" I gulp and turn to lay on my side. "I don't want to see your face please....just Go" a small whimper escapes my lips, foot steps growing louder and all I could do was clench my sheets and body.

   Waiting for the harshness of Xanda's 'love' I only got a silence and the shifting and weight of the bed which could only be Xanda. Nothing was being said, silence slowly poisoned the air, something is off, Xanda would be hugging me and pecking my cheek but no..no forced affection, nothing.

   "Hey?" I shifted so that I was sitting up. Xanda's sunken face emotionless whilst his eyes held that of what I could read as fear and sadness. Why would he of all people be afraid?

   "Xanda, Is something wrong?"  I slowly reach my hand forward, no reaction, none at all only a side glance. "Bad day?"

   Xanda lets out a deep sigh, his hands rushing through his hair and he leans back. "I don't want to talk about it, I ditched if that's the answer you wanted." Ok so not much for talking now, alright.

   Seeing how fragile and broken Xanda looks, I forgot everything he's done to me, and that's when I made a mistake. My body brings Xanda into an embrace, something I shouldn't be doing, I was playing with fire that could burst or simmer but I still have feelings for him. 

   "It's going to be OK Xanda, I'm safe, I'm here with you, psychopath or not, your still my friend....I...I just, I hate seeing you like this X. It's making me sad." Softly whispering these thing into his ears, Wet drips fall onto my arm and clothes. Was he crying?!

  "I-I regret everything. If only I tried harder not to react, I didn't want to lose you to them and you hate me, resent me and no longer trust me. I wanted you all to myself, safe so no one can harm you but Its not that I'm trying to keep you safe from someone....I'm afraid of what I'll do. What if I kill you in rage?, Kill more? Get caught. what if I can no longer see you! I Love you Y/n, please...just.....please don't leave me....." I couldn't bring myself to say anything. what am I suppose to say right here? 

   Slowly, I lean closer to Xanda's face and leaving a long kiss on his cheek, and hugging him closer in our embrace. I want to return to my normal life, one where my Mother yells at me to  get up in the morning, to see My friends and Xanda getting along, going for hot chocolate and playing Mario kart and smash bros whilst beating him. 

   "I got you something....A little gift" Gift? ooh~ gimme!

   A soft little box is placed in my hand, Xanda de-connects from our embrace and leaves towards the door "Happy Valentine's day  Y/n"

   Opening the small grey and blue stripped box lays a ring engraves with one word. "Promises" slipping it on, I move the note into the box to read it later and decided to take a nap.



Happy Valentines day my gremlins and sinners!!! Didn't expect this now did you, and a day after an update!!!, wonder what's in that letter? maybe a date? a promise? maybe something dark?! who knows anyways my gremlins and sinners, I bid you ado 

~Leaf

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