Venom x Reader (Discontinued)

Confession (Part One)

You've noticed Eddie and Venom have not been acting like themselves lately. Both of them seem secluded and more secretive around you. You feel the like the distance between the three of you has grown very large. You barley get involved or invited to do anything with Eddie and Venom and it pisses you off to say the least. Eddie and Venom were talking on the couch, making their voices soft and quiet so you couldn't hear them. You decided enough was enough and you stormed over to Eddie and Venom. "Ok, what's the deal with you two!?" You screamed, scaring them both. Eddie and Venom thrashed around to you, tapping your foot with your arms crossed. "Well?" Eddie rubbed his neck and opened his mouth to speak but Venom closed it. "Nothing, we are just talking about Eddie." He smoothed over, thinking that would get you out of their business. "He is my friend to, Venom." You snapped. "Yes, but he is my host." Venom countered. "And you think that makes you so much better than me? How foul of you to think that!" You scolded Venom. Venom barred his fangs at you and growled. You were surprised Venom was showing his anger towards you, of all people. Then again, Venom could have said the same thing about you. "So, what!? He is my host!" He repeated. "He has been my friend since childhood!" You protested. Eddie was in the middle, trying to not upset either side of the fight. Eddie knew it would be in his best interest to stay quiet and not interfere with either of you because both of you would bite his head off if he did. Venom turned away from you and you growled, feeling an idea suddenly shoot into your head. Your eyes flashed with your sudden anger and you raised your hand, smacking Venom across the face. Eddie cupped his mouth in disbelief and Venom rolled his jaw back in place, not expecting that. You were in tears of anger and pain. Venom starred at you in shock, never once had you hurt him. Eddie, sure, you've hit him plenty of times. But this was the first time you have ever, ever, raised your hand to Venom. To say the least, he was paralyzed with what just happened, you don't even think you knew what you did. You felt anger seize your throat and you blew up at him. "You parasite! I wish I never met you!" You blurted, storming to your room. Venom lowered his head and sighed. "Parasite...she...called me a parasite..." Venom slowly said, breaking apart each word he said. You never called Venom a parasite because you knew how sensitive he was to it. However, that didn't stop you in your blind rage in fact, it felt good to you in that moment. "Venom...?" Eddie reached out to Venom, knowing your words hurt him more than your slap, but he retreated back into Eddie's body before he could. <Let's go to bed Eddie, I no longer wish to see the world...>

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You shot up from another nightmare, this time, it was about Venom and just him. He was towering over you, wanting to kill you for what you said to him. His tongue whipped around with the scent of lust for blood on the tip. His teeth shined with the intent to devour you whole, not that you didn't think he could do that. You groaned, holding your head, remembering every little detail in your nightmare. His glowing white eyes that pierced through you and made you feel like a weak human being. His large bulky body that could easily crush you under its weight, it scared you to say the least. Your guilt was catching up to you in your dreams and subconscious. You burst out in tears and cried, wanting to apologize for everything you did. You threw your covers on the ground and growled, wanting to inflict pain on yourself. This feeling of wanting to cause pain upon yourself never did leave you since Mr. Lee disappeared and it didn't plan on leaving very soon either. It wanted you marked in your own scars and blood, just to see how well it could manipulate you. You looked at the door and swung it open, heading towards the kitchen. You sniffled and banged your fist on the counter, sobbing. You brushed your hair out of your face and took no time to think, only action. You looked over at the knife rack and you snatched one, observing it in the moonlight. The knifes blade reflected the moon light, giving off a holy feeling. Perhaps, it was crying out begging for your crimson blood to be infused with it, feeling lonely all by itself. You rolled it over in your hand and you arched forward, crying in pain. "God dammit..." You gripped the knife in your hand and swiftly cut your wrist, feeling the salvation and bliss of seeing your own blood pour out of your veins. The knife was stained in your blood and you clenched your teeth down, baring the pain. Salvation was sweet and bitter, that's how it always felt, but this was different. It didn't feel like it was enough, not for you. If anything the heart was a more influential approach, it beckoned to be pierced just like your skin, if it had a voice that is. A sudden noise made you pause, freeze where you were, you knew who it was. "(Y/n)!?" You turned around to Eddie, gasping as he saw your bloody wrists. "Jesus (Y/n)!" He ran over to you and took the knife out of your hand, throwing it out of your reach. He looked at you up and down and held your wrists tightly. "Why the hell did you do this?" He asked. You didn't know how you could explain the pain you felt, it sure as hell wasn't easy because you slit your wrists. Your mouth wouldn't move to speak, so, you dropped your head on his and he froze. Your foreheads were touching, and you exchanged breaths, feeling very close to one another. Your warm gasp mixed with Eddie's, making you both feel warm inside. "Eddie...I'm sorry...I'm sorry Venom...I'm sorry..." You cried. Eddie raised his eyes to you and looked deep into yours. He could see the pain and agony you were feeling, it was no mystery anymore. "You...did this out of pain..." He muttered, letting Venom wrap around your wrists, healing you. You slowly nodded and sniffled, rubbing your nose off, while Eddie still held your wrists. "The cut is deep, but nothing Venom can't handle." He explained. "Eddie...please let Venom out so I can apologize to him." You said. Your wrists were healed, and Eddie groaned. He let go of your wrists and rubbed his neck, starring into your eyes. "Th-that's the thing..." He said, backing his head away from yours. "Hmm?" He looked down at you and blushed. "You are talking to him." He said.