Ride or die |bxb| UNEDITED|

10- KRISTOPHER

Ride or die
Chapter ten.
Written by Alpha-black
Created on 15th Feb 2019.

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Kristopher

“Blue common don't do it! I mean what's wrong? We can talk bout it, anything you want just please don't jump!”

My voice is thick with worry and desperation. I looked around frantically, trying to find something, anything that will help. I took a step towards Blue who is standing at the very edge of the cliff we sat down on yesterday, standing there, choking on heart wrenching sobs; trying to take his life.

I don't know what happened or why but I went to visit him at Daniels House Who's already at daddy's house kissing their asses, only to find out Blue wasn't there and I wasted no time coming here cause of a gut feeling which turned out to be true but when I got there, he was already standing there; sobbing quietly. 

I took a step slowly towards him so as not to scare him.

“Blue common, please don't do this to me! To Daniel, to Jesse. We don't wanna loose. I d-don't wanna loose you.” My voice doesn't sound like mine anymore, this voice sounds scared.

Blue shook his head rapidly and choked back a sob, taking a step forward towards the edge.

“Y'all will forget bout me. I will just be some memory cause no one will miss me, no one wants me!” His voice breaking at the end. He squeezed his chest hard like trying to get hold of the pain. My heart broke at the sight.

He finally sat down, I breathed in relief but I couldn't just keep taking slow steps while he's on the ground crying and feeling helpless.

So I ran the short distance till I got there. I sat down beside him,  hugging him to me.

He tensed before relaxing a bit. I let him cry it out till his voice was reduce to nothing. The only sound is our rugged breathing and the little hiccups coming from him, obviously from too much crying.

I won't pretend to understand but I'll try cause I care so much for Alex and Blue is no different from Alex. Blue might not know who Alex is but in the short spam of time that Blue came to be, I know a little about him too and they're both so alike, yet so different.

Blue suddenly pushed me away like I was on fire. “I-i have to d-do this please! It's too much. The voices, i-it's getting louder a-and I just can't take it anymore!”

He didn't give me a chance to say anything, didn't give me a chance to hold him one more time.

I heard a thud followed by a scream. A scream which I'm sure is from me.

I looked over the cliff and there lying down is Alec, his eyes and mouth open and in a pool of his own blood. This has to be a dream right? I mean Alex can't be dead. I refuse to believe it cause any moment from now, someone is gonna wake me up from this nightmare and I will face reality. A reality that Blue isn't suicidal, a reality that Alex is alive.

Someone please! Anybody just please wake me up. But no one did.

I didn't tell him how I feel. Never got the chance to show him what being loved means.

it doesn't matter cause Alex is dead. The guy I love is dead all cause I couldn't save him.

But it doesn't matter cause this is just a dream and I'll wake up and it's just going to be a big bad dream. Yes someone will wake me up.

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Yap so that just happened and it's a damper on my mood☹

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