Ride or die
Created by Alpha-black
On 2nd April 2019
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He was angry and everyone could feel it. The teachers stayed cleared and his team mates gave him his space. The only time he allows himself to feel is when he goes on his daily visit to the hospital or when Jesse or Bennett are with him.
It's funny how something tragic have to happen for you to fully understand who's in for you or who's out.
“You gonna pass out if you continue like it” Bennett said as he joined him on the track, running alongside him. Bennett watched kristopher for the past two weeks pushing himself way more than he can handle, he watched the boys smiles turned into murderous glares.
“At least I won't remember a thing when I'm passed out.” He muttered. His eyes were closed but his feet were moving. His mind working on overdrive. And for the first time since the accident,he thought about all the times his dad took him from his mom only for her to come right back and take him along with her where he absolutely never wanted to leave.
Thought about the times she would smack his head because of his smart mouth which always goes along the lines of “how the hell did I give birth to you” In which he would smirk and reply with “well the milk and the egg came in contact” Which would earn him a smack on his head and a “one more smart thing outa your mouth and ama kick your skinny behind back to your fathers balls” And of course kristopher doesn't listen and for the fun of it, comment on that and she would end up being on his tail.
Bennett noticed the little smile playing on the boys lips but said nothing.
Kristopher thought of the nights his momma would come home drunk and annoy the hell out of him but after she have slept it off, she's back to being his momma. A woman that would crush anyone's skull if she finds out they are hurting her baby. He thought of the fights and makeup. The laughs and tears they shared, the pain of her struggle and how it felt like a knife was being twisted into his heart everytime she shades tears cause he just can't handle the pain of seeing her broken.
He thought of the night. How happy he was and it turn made her happy and minutes later received the news of her demise. Then he thought of Alec.
He thought of the first time the met. He thought of the crush he had on him and how it turned to hatred, then to tolerance, then to admiration, then to infatuation, to fondness and then to love. He thought of the confusion it came with it and the commitments. He thought of the blame.
Yes kristopher blamed Alec for his mother's death because of course if not for him, his mother would still be alive, baking cookies for kristopher to take to the hospital or tending to his broken heart or even giving him comforting hugs. Cause at first the pain demanded to be released, it demanded to be felt but it was just to much to handle so he didn't feel at all.
He thought of Alec in the hospital and how it wasn't fair to be blamed, he is lucky to be alive which is barely. Alec didn't kill his mother and she is gone but Alec isn't.
He is all he has now.
His legs were aching but he couldn't stop, he needed not to feel. Pain consumes and that kind of pain never fades. He pushed and pushed till his body couldn't handle it anymore till his vision turned from blank to faded.
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And I'm not ashamed to say I wrote this in the toilet. Popping of course 😌
What do you think of kit? Why do you think he's becoming this? Do you think it's okay? What are your expectations?
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