Ride or die |bxb| UNEDITED|

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Just wanna address something real quick. DID is a unique disorder that not everyone believes it's a thing ( yea them scientists) I did some research but not everything in this book is accurate, like the cause of Blue's disorder or the treatment ..... So yea basically there's lies in truth.

"Why will Alec be staying at your place?" Daniel's mom quirked a brow up suspiciously. Daniel sigh, already getting tired of the interrogation but instead of replying he just shook he's head and got up.

"Jesse is also staying with me till Alec wants to come back home, so I'm guessing you have the house to yourselves so now if you'll both excuse me, I'm really tired and will love not to see your faces longer than necessary." Without waiting for a reply or more so, a bitch fit. Daniel went upstairs, straight to Jesse's room.

Jesse splashed the cold water on her face, hoping it will wash away any evidence indicating to her breakdown earlier. A breakdown that wasn't pretty cause the one person who usually kept her grounded isn't here but rather needs her. Jesse sigh miserably but seconds later, she walked out her door. Shoulders firm and eyes sharp with a strong resolve to step out of her shy bubble for as long as Blue needs her. Whenever he calls she will be there and anyone who tries to hurt him will have to go through her first.

She walked down the long stairs, her strides long but confident. Confident because they will be alright, confident because Blue is strong, stronger than he knows and they will pull through like they always do. Confident because this time around they have one more person who give a a crap, one more person to hold them up when their feeling down, one more person to lean on.

Normally Jesse would be full of doubts but she have seen them interact, seen kit look at Blue, like really look and she trust him without a doubt because she doesn't trust easily; but trusting kit wasn't difficult and she trust that.

"Just the little pixie I'm looking for and you look good." Daniel gushed. Jesse smiled softly and went to hug him. Daniel embrace his little sister tightly, hoping to put the message to her that he's always gonna be there for them.

"Ready." Jesse smiled and nodded. "Ready.

" Hey kit!" Blue called out softly, with a small smile on his face.

"Someone was watching us yesterday back at the cliff, the person was hiding there all through." Blue blurted out suddenly feeling scared.

Kristopher's eyes widened a bit and didn't waste time to be by Blue's side. "Why didn't you tell me."

Blue shook his head, a strange warmth spreading through him.

"Do you wanna know why you have holes in your memories?" Blue nodded his head eagerly. He couldn't remember the things he did before yesterday, all he knows is he was in a car with his sister and was panicking for no reason.

"Cause you're more than one person and it's pretty cool if you ask me."

"What! Are you joking or playing some prank on me or maybe I don't know, possibly taking me for a fool!" Blue asked harshly. The tone surprising Kristopher.

" I'm really not joking Blue,i won't play with you like that. It's a medical disorder called Dissociative identity disorder or multiple person disorder, which in cool terms means your personality gets to live, gets to have its own feelings and life."

Kristopher chewed at his lips, probably wondering if it was a good idea to tell Blue the truth but it's done and everything is up to Blue. Blue looked confused, sad and excited at the same time. So many questions buzzing around his head like is that why he is always sad and suicidal? But it also answers questions like why he always feels like there's something missing, like a part of him that keeps pulsing, it keeps pushing through but he just can't seem to reach out.  Overall he doesn't know what to feel so he just sat there, unconsciously leaning on Kristopher's body.

"How many personalities do I have?" Kristopher debated on answering his question but what's the need of holding back?

"Two so far. You and Alec." Blue hummed in response suddenly curious.

"What is Alec like? Do you like him? Was he always scared? Will I disgust him? Panic engulf him at the sudden thought of disgusting his other self. Kristopher wrapped his arms around Blue protectivly. 

Blue sighed tiredly but didn't shrug Kristopher's arms off him instead he welcomed the warmth and the security that those arms provide.

" I'll make you a promise Blue, to you and to Alec. I'm gonna be by your side, through all your personalities. I'm gonna be here for you and your sister till the end." Black eyes stared into gray ones. Black trying to find any motive in those words, trying to see if it's the truth or not and gray holding that gaze to reaffirm his promise.

"Now quit looking at me like I just read you a wedding vow." Kristopher said with a light chuckle. Blue's eyes widen and he found himself laughing with Kristopher having just realized that it did sound like a wedding vow.

They both got so lost in their little world that they didn't see the two people standing at the door with huge smiles on their face and one thought in their mind.

At the long run, everything will be okay.

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I'm sorry loves for the late update. Well actually I'm not supposed to publish this now till I have more chapters and this chapter wasn't supposed to end like these but I was reading a book, it was going well till I was getting to the end and the whole thing fucked up my mood and what better way than to create your own happy atmosphere.

Sorry for the rant 😛 so here's a lil question for anyone interested. What was your dream when you were little and now?

So that aside, how was the chap? What do you think will happen in the next chap? Did Kristopher do the right thing by telling Blue about his disorder? ....

Thank you for reading❤