Book: Charity Case... Original Story
Chapter 10: I Kinda Like This Guy
Word Count: 1495Alec stared up at the ceiling with a frown. He had turned his phone off and tried to forget about the events that had happened days ago. Jackson was doing a good job at taking his mind off it by just acting like his usual goofy self. They were sitting together on the lounge, smoking. It had been a while since he had done it to but his mind was relaxed and he couldn't even find the energy to move.
"You look so depressed, my god." Jackson groaned, rolling his head to the side to look at Alec. "Seriously what can I do to make you feel better? Want me to strip down naked and do the helicopter? You know it's ten times funnier when we're high."
He was already moving to undo the zipper of his pants but Alec stopped him, not wanting a waving dick in his face at the moment. At least not Jackson's dick. Ethan's would be nice. Wow, he missed Ethan so much. "What happened to me? When did I become the Debby downer of the party?"
"I don't know." Jackson sighed, before a smirk overcame his face. "I know how I can make you feel better." He sat up quickly and got on his knees in front of Alec. "You know you can't resist my amazing blow jobs." He put his hands on Alec's thighs and for a second, Alec actually thought about letting him do it. Maybe that would fill the hole he was feeling right now. They'd done it many times before and it was great fun and a great distraction.
"As much as I would love to have one of your amazing blow jobs," he started, grabbing Jackson's hands and sliding them off his legs, "I kinda like this guy and only want him." He pouted, throwing his head back to rest on the couch. "That's what's done it. Ethan's turned me into a Debby downer. That bastard."
"No... losing him turned you into a Debby downer." Jackson corrected, getting back up on the couch. "That's why you should stay the hell away from love and relationships. All they do is cause you pain and misery." He huffed, for the first time, losing the spark in his eyes. He shook himself off. "I'm not great at advice. Usually, I would say to forget about him and move on but I can see that that isn't happening any time soon."
"I do want to move on but at the same time, I don't. I've only known him for a few months but... I was so happy with him and I know the feelings are real, we haven't even had sex yet and I'd be perfectly fine, never having sex with him if it meant I could stay with him."
Jackson raised his eyebrows, "wow. You really are whipped. I've never seen you like this before. Should I be worried?" He paused. "Actually I'm definitely worried. Are you sick?" He put his hand on Alec's forehead. "Oh, you are sick... love sick."
His booming laugh went through the air and Alec pushed him away. "Shut up! There's no point even acknowledging it because who knows when I'm going to see him again or even if he wants to see me again. Who knows what Pierce and Samantha has put in his head. He's probably realised that I'm nothing and he deserves so much better..."
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RomanceIN WHICH Alec never had anyone. Not since his parents had died when he was nine. No one cared enough to ask how he was feeling except one person. His case worker, Pierce. When Alec gets into trouble, once again, and he gets kicked out of his foster...