it's been two weeks since mitch stopped talking to me. i'm in a worse state than before. i can't believe i just ruined everything. auston seems to be on mitch's side. the whole team does. i haven't talked to anyone because no one wants to talk to me. but i'm doing alright. perfectly fine on my own.
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Liked by ematts05 and 14,527 others @ematts05 i don't want to be alone in this world, but I will make it without you
@auston_matthews you know I can't choose sides
@ematts05 choose mitch @auston_matthews
@barzal97 im sorry, what you did was fucked
@kasperikapanen1 ^sorry
@marner_93 can we talk?
@ematts05 whatever the fuck you want. When and where? @marner_93
@marner_93 my place, in 10 @ematts05
Mitch opened the door to his place. Stuff was scattered all over and the bags under his eyes were puffier and darker than mine. Man I really fucked him up.
"Hey." He muttered as I stepped in. I nodded and hid my wrapped knuckles beneath my hoodie. We sat down on his on his slightly dirty couch. "What are we talking about?" I asked. "I want to know EXACTLY what you said about me when I left the room that day." I cringed when he said that and looked away, not making eye contact. "I need to know."
"Look I'm sorry Mitch. I'm so so sorry and I didn't mean anything I-," "Just tell me what the fuck you said alright?!" He snapped, causing me to back away from him. "I said 'I don't know why I love that worthless piece of shit." I muttered. He closed his eyes before taking a deep breath in. "Why? Why would you say that about me?" "I'm not the only one who fucking was hurt that day!" Mitch rolled his eyes. "Oh I'm SO sorry that I hurt your little fucking depressed ass feelings! News flash: I DON'T care." He instantly regretted saying that. "Ella I-," I held my hand up. "No it's fine. I'm used to it. Keep yelling. If it's helping you get your anger out, that's what make me happy." I muttered. We were now fully on the two opposite sides of the couch. "I'm so sorry." He muttered. He moved closer to me, tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear. "Mitch what are you doing?" He sucked a deep breath in before doing something I'd never forget. His soft lips hit mine. I was surprised at first but then I kissed back, our lips moving in sync. He pulled away and rested his forehead on mine. "Why did you do that?" I asked, out of breath. "Because I love you Ella. And I don't want to not talk to you. I want us.. to be together." My eyes widened and I got up in a flash. "Mitch. I.. I love you too. I just need some time. Friends?" "Yeah okay. Yeah. I'm not being friend zoned am I?" "No. You're not. I've been in love with you for two years, I'm not going to friend zone you. I just need to get my other friends back."
He stood up and stood next to me, making direct eye contact. "I can help with that."
